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outandabout

Member
Jun 3, 2026
6
I don't know where to start

So I live with family in the Philippines. Is there a way to procure this without them finding out? Any site or supplier? I don't want to die by partial hanging or other methods because I don't want to be found in a traumatizing way. I'm hoping they find me looking semi-peaceful after a drug-induced protocol

How do I find suppliers for benzodiazepines, SN, etc.?
 
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adamantc

Student
Mar 29, 2026
107
I don't know where to start

So I live with family in the Philippines. Is there a way to procure this without them finding out? Any site or supplier? I don't want to die by partial hanging or other methods because I don't want to be found in a traumatizing way. I'm hoping they find me looking semi-peaceful after a drug-induced protocol

How do I find suppliers for benzodiazepines, SN, etc.?
It's arguably easier for you in some ways, as the Philippines impose less strict import guidelines.
 

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