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Britsy

Britsy

L'appel du vide
Jun 10, 2026
4
I am ready to die but I really don't want somebody else to suffer because of this conclusion.
I don't want anyone to have nightmares about my corpse
or not be able to get the image out of their head.
I want to leave knowing that I won't harm anyone with my death.


I've heard a story of a woman who disappeared and was found 2 Years later
in a hole, she allegedly digged herself. She had overdosed, poisoned herself
or just did something that would kill her shortly after, before going inside the hole,
covering herself with leaves and earth and waiting for her death.
And if the story really is true, and she was found 2 Years later,
there would have probably only be remains of her, like bones and hair right
(sorry if I'm wrong, unfortunately I don't really know much about this)?
And I think a skeleton shouldn't be too traumatizing (at least I hope so?).
The problem is that I'm honestly afraid of forests but I still want to die without scaring anyone
but I don't know how ;(
 
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thelostautistic

Mage
Jul 31, 2025
589
I honestly think this something that can't be helped. If you have people in your life that care about you then it's going to hurt them. Someone will find you and it'll probably impact them too. I've had these same thoughts and it makes me feel really guilty. I don't really think there's a way around it.
 
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Britsy

Britsy

L'appel du vide
Jun 10, 2026
4
I honestly think this something that can't be helped. If you have people in your life that care about you then it's going to hurt them. Someone will find you and it'll probably impact them too. I've had these same thoughts and it makes me feel really guilty. I don't really think there's a way around i
You're probably right but I really don't want to accept it. I don't care if it's a family member, a police officer, or just a random Person who will find my lifeless body, cause in the end no one should have to see something so horrible.
And we're aware that it'll be horrible for that person, so maybe that's why we also feel guilty and bad. But is there really no way to just disappear?
 
in hell out soon

in hell out soon

taking way longer than expected
Apr 27, 2020
127
save for jumping into a volcano or somethimg i think it may be unavoidable. and stuff like active volcanoes are probably not gonna be very easy to get into i think
 
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EndlessRage

EndlessRage

Member
Aug 30, 2025
66
I am ready to die but I really don't want somebody else to suffer because of this conclusion.
I don't want anyone to have nightmares about my corpse
or not be able to get the image out of their head.
I want to leave knowing that I won't harm anyone with my death.


I've heard a story of a woman who disappeared and was found 2 Years later
in a hole, she allegedly digged herself. She had overdosed, poisoned herself
or just did something that would kill her shortly after, before going inside the hole,
covering herself with leaves and earth and waiting for her death.
And if the story really is true, and she was found 2 Years later,
there would have probably only be remains of her, like bones and hair right
(sorry if I'm wrong, unfortunately I don't really know much about this)?
And I think a skeleton shouldn't be too traumatizing (at least I hope so?).
The problem is that I'm honestly afraid of forests but I still want to die without scaring anyone
but I don't know how ;(
Even if you succeed, they'll find your body eventually It is better not to hide and accept it. I'm really sorry to hear you feel this way a lot of people here do too.
There are a lot of CTB methods that don't destroy your body or face and i guess that in a way might relieve your concern.
 
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moon2bright

worthless
Apr 11, 2026
41
Honestly, who cares? They're all just going to die eventually too.
 
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