Introduce yourself

[Artificial-Angel]

22 nb transfem. My life has pretty much has been set up for failure. Everytime I think "it will be better if I do x" and I do it it's always a different shade of worse. I'm tired of the cycle, I want it to end. Noone has ever been there for me. Will ctb if it stays like this or gets worse. The latter will probably happen, It does not surprise me.

Interests include: video games(fighting games and fps games in particular), skatebording, fashion, and music.

 

[Pale_Rider]

Hi. I picked the name pale ride as I have rode a trail of death. Not sure what to say. Suicide is always on my mind, but I'm not close. I'm not close. Because idk what comes next, and I feel like people would be happy I ctb. I don't want to give them the satisfaction, but I realize if I ctb none of that will matter anymore.
Mayne there are just some heavy emotions attached to my past attempts that I still can't shake. Idk why I can't just let it go. I spend a lot of time looking onto darkness.

 

[sleepy_redcar]

Well, some of it is published on the 'net, but I'm not too sure about publicly linking you to it -- my friends would know what my account is and would be able to ID me. I'd PM you if I could, but it seems like my post count is too low for that?

I appreciate the interest, though!

Sorry for the out of the blue question, but I also struggling with PM people, why is that?

 

[goodlifesurfaceskim]

Hello, thanks for this community. I am lost now more than ever. But I look forward to a merciful death. Currently residing in fear I hope to gain courage so that a meaningful death can be achieved in an orderly, timely manner. Praying for assisted dying to become available widely. I don't know who I am so I'm not sure any kind of relationship can be procured here. But I love that community is available for people like me who have resorted to these shadows of isolation.