Introduce yourself

[TiredMouse]

Hi everyone. Currently living in USA as the country goes down the toilet. Been without hope for a long time. Anything I do only buys me another few months or years. Glad this space exists.

 

[weallhaveourghosts]

Hi I'm Em. I'm 29 and have no plan to turn 30 this year (would be in April). I had intended to CTB in February but fear of failing (again) has kept me here so far. I'm here because I've fucked up my life and am too tired and depressed and lonely to try and build it again. I've done it too many times but life keeps throwing punches and I'm done fighting.

 

[ventingfrustrations]

Hey guys,

Noticed a lot of threads pop up with new members saying hey. To reduce clutter we have decided to make a welcome thread for everyone new to introduce themselves and for people to welcome them, basically merging all future welcome posts into this one.

With that said, welcome to Sanctioned Suicide, we're a pro-choice forum; make sure to read the rules and check the resource sticky out too!

Post your introductions here!

I'm an atheist (I have to hope for no after life) I abused 7 dogs physically due to anger and depression and now I'm really depressed about it

 

[blackIronPrison]

Hi all, I'm 26m from the US. Long time unregistered lurker, only recently actually made an account. I've dealt with these thoughts since I was 14, and this year allot of conditions seem to be right (no friends, no partner, no contact with family, no remaining opportunities, essentially all possible avenues have already been pursued) so I hope to have ctb before the years out.

In the meantime I like reading manga (and books when I have some energy), music, and video games.

 

[Saponification]

I'm an atheist (I have to hope for no after life) I abused 7 dogs physically due to anger and depression and now I'm really depressed about it

Same here, unfortunately. I've a rare mental condition that makes me explode in uncontrollable fits of rage and I used to abuse my pets due to it. I'm better now, though.

I don't talk about this a lot since people will think you're a piece of shit for it (and rightfully so, don't get me wrong), but it's one of the main reasons why I hate myself.

 

[goldenbuddha]

Hi everyone, i'm 40 years of age, male. The reason i consider shortening my current life incurable brain damage. It makes my life painful with constant headache and i'm not in a state where i could pick up a job. Also meditation is hardly possible which is a big bummer for me.

Sorry if i'm a bit opiniated but i guess it comes with getting older and learning more things.
In my opinion it is not really a good idea of making your life shorter because of mental problems. Often you can just work through them and try different things.
On the top of my list is going to nature often because nature gives off a very postive energy.
Right after that i would recommend people to try Lithium and Methylene Blue.
Also watching NDE's can give you some new ideas including learning from your mistakes and self- forgiveness.
Two popular YT channels:
www.youtube.com/@cominghomechannel/videos
www.youtube.com/@IANDSvideos/videos

And then i also want to make an important point about vaccines. Since the start of the whole covid thing they have added advanced nanotechnology to most jabs. This technology is interfering with peoples neurology and can lead to increased depression and anxiety. It has been developed by the US military in secret and then given to all the vaccine companies.
One antidote to this tech is Methylene Blue which is why i advice anyone with mental problems to try it. You usually start with one drop on a glass of water.
Here is some microscopic evidence: https://anamihalceamdphd.substack.com/p/measles-mumps-rubella-and-varicella-876