sufferingalways
Avoiding flashing images, epilepsy.
- Apr 26, 2020
- 550
Duhh so simple. How did i miss that?
Thanks for that. Ill keep it in mind. & LE .. thanks.
Thanks for that. Ill keep it in mind. & LE .. thanks.
Hallo zusammenHallo Leute,
Ich habe bemerkt, dass viele Threads mit neuen Mitgliedern auftauchen, die Hallo sagen. Um Unordnung zu vermeiden, haben wir uns entschieden, einen Willkommens-Thread für alle Neuen zu erstellen, um sich vorzustellen, und für Leute, die sie willkommen heißen, indem wir im Grunde alle zukünftigen Willkommensbeiträge in diesem zusammenführen.
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I'm in Northern IrelandHello,
Im a 27 year old female. Ive had thoughts if suicide for as long as I can remember. Even as a child I can remember just not wanting to be here and to not exist.
As a child I was more or less alone, felt left out or that I didnt belong. I still have those feelings now, im just better at making people like me I suppose.
Knowing what to say to what person so they enjoy my company. Different masks for different people. But deep down never truly liking myself. Enjoying who I am under each mask for a while but not knowing who I really am. And not really wanting to either if im honest.
Ive had attempts. All unsuccessful obviously. Down to not having right equipment/knowledge as I was young majority of times.
I dont know how many times ive looked up the assistant suicide links (as im sure alot of you have) but unfortunately its not that easy. Then I came across SS, so sorry that im late to the party.
As ive had failed attempts previously id love to have a partner to do it with. Someone who wants to go like myself. A person by my side at the end who I could also do that for. (Can you tell ive abandonment/neglect core wound).
Its funny because if you spoke to anyone I know they would never expect this of me. Sure they know ive had hard times like us all. But I mean always wanting in my heart to just not exist. Ive never really accomplished anything in life because realistically I didnt think id be here this long. I didnt even think I would make it past 21. But unfortunately im still here and feeling as hopeless as ever.
Im based in Ireland, anybody else?
Only up the road soI'm in Northern Ireland
Only up the road
When would suit you?Only up the road so
I am from Indinapolis. I have complex ptsd, depression, an eating disorder social anxiety and many physical health issues as well. I lost my brother the day after my birthday.Hey guys,
Noticed a lot of threads pop up with new members saying hey. To reduce clutter we have decided to make a welcome thread for everyone new to introduce themselves and for people to welcome them, basically merging all future welcome posts into this one.
With that said, welcome to Sanctioned Suicide, we're a pro-choice forum; make sure to read the rules and check the resource sticky out too!
Post your introductions here!
If you get 10 posts I believe we can PM you.Only up the road so
Hi my names rose I'm 18 I live In Georgia for the time being but I will be traveling around till I can find a place that I would love to call my home. I am a problem. I am a complete Mess and totally lost in life. I love anime, cooking, writing and reading as well as eating and exploring and learning new things. I love listening to music and I also love helping people with what ever I can. Nice to meet everyone but its best no one gets close to me because they always leave after saying they'll never leave me or they say I should just go die and sometimes they also end up dying from everything other than suicide and somehow always have a letter that blames me or those are their last words "it's all your fault".Hey guys,
Noticed a lot of threads pop up with new members saying hey. To reduce clutter we have decided to make a welcome thread for everyone new to introduce themselves and for people to welcome them, basically merging all future welcome posts into this one.
With that said, welcome to Sanctioned Suicide, we're a pro-choice forum; make sure to read the rules and check the resource sticky out too!
Post your introductions here!