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EndlessRage

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Who cares if we die or not?

It has no real impact on the world. They'll feel sad for a day or, if someone loved you they might remember you for a while but they will eventually move on and continue their lives.
I'd feel lucky if someone leaves flowers on my grave at least once a month.
Did they care when you were alive, did they try to help you and prevent you from killing yourself?

I've spent my life caring what other people think of me, i thought i mattered but i was just their means to an end. They used me as a tool and left me.

I was severely bullied in school, i tried complaining to the teachers, to the principal all the time. My bullies called me a weak man.
Until the day, i decided to fight back. Punch after punch i landed on them, i felt something good and real in my life.
People don't understand words, they understand actions.

Putting up a fight was more meaningful than feeling sorry for myself. Don't be bothered by what people think of you, it will make your life easier.
 
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