Discussion Selfharm

[selfkillermachine]

Poor english, sorry in advance

Probably someone already made a post about this, but how do you guys often harm yourself? Do your hide so noone get worried? Do you lie when they notice the bruises? And why you do that?

Recently im getting over stressed in my job even with tiny problems that making myself punch and stabbing myself with small sharp obejcts, but even if I try do make it in hide spots I impulsively end up punch in my face and everyone ends up noticing it, it feels awful to lie and they probably know what im doing, but I cant afford to tell whats wrong with me, I dont want to cause troubles, its noone problem, i just want to ctb

 

[notsosillybilly]

i would occasionally cut myself but haven't been able to cuz it'd be hard to hide them, i'm staying at my fwbs + his mom's house, if they saw fresh scars on me that's a new issue that i don't have energy for tbh. hopefully your job becomes less stressful

 

[selfkillermachine]

Not being able to break something, not being able to shout, not being able to redirect your frustation in nothing neither yourself, it must be a hell having to somehow endure the stress without someone finding out