Im soooo fucking bored

[StrawberryRed]

I'm constantly bored. I have realized that I don't remember tthe last time I was intrested let alone happy with my life. I'm bored when I'm at school, with friends, studying , at home, outside , watchig tv, eating, or doing literally fucking anything. I'm so so bored. Not in a " I think I'm better than every body else" type way, I think I'm the problem. Atleast I'm not in pain anymore but still, is this the best I can do ??? When do i start enjoying living?? I'm painfully uninterested in anything going on and living like a zombie. I get home and cant remember a single thing I did all day. It's like I'm on autopilot 24/7. I'm going to go through a major life change in the next couple months so hoping that it will revive me, even just a little. Im also thinking about getting into taking daily edibles or microdosing mushrooms maybe? I have been having the urge to drink ALOT like daily, I think this a better alternative than risking becoming an alcoholic.

 

[ma0]

That's what happens when you live in a society conditioned to do everything on repeat everyday, and then they wonder why i'm getting sick of it

 

[theboy]

Be careful about ingesting hallucinogens to "heal" yourself.

I happen to be a pilot too. It's like I'm just living without meaning.

 

[DogSandwichLove]

Life just seems so pointless. I wake up to do things that bring me no purpose, no joy. Its so strange to me that people in my life have begged me to stay in this horrible state of autopilot. Why do I continue to live for other people?

 

[ilvgore]

so real so real
thats why i constantly make up fantasy realities and lose my self in them i also thought about using drugs as a way to cope mostly heavy hitters like dmt

 

[underduvet]

The last few months, everything seems so grey and dull. Don't find anything interesting. The same scenery all the time. Same routine. Even hanging out with whoever I have left around me doesn't change a thing. Been lying in bed more and more these days, curled up under the duvet. It's the only thing that feels comfortable. I guess journalling is another thing I can be bothered to do anymore.


...It's like just the fuckin' regularness of life is too fucking hard for me...

 

[divinemistress36]

Im microdosing shrooms havent done them long enough to know if they are helpful yet

 

[bipolar22]

I'm bored out of my mind too. I use benzos and vape like crazy if it's really bad.
Alcoholism cured all my boredom it's amazing at first but the suffering increases and then you need them drinks just to not feel like you're in literal hell. And even years of sobriety the craving never fully subside. Then again I was an extreme drinker for a while. I Considered trying weed but I'm afraid of side effects like paranoia,/ psychosis.