Method I'm so fucking tired of trying to find a method

[AngelJuttichot]

I never go through with anything, yet I truly want to die. I've tried nearly everything I can try.

This was originally meant to be a vent post but I don't really know how to class this.

Hanging, can't find a viable thing to hang it on. (I tried choking myself before)
ODing, never works as I'm in the uk, can't locate anything with a certain success rate (Flurxoine was the last thing I believe)
Cutting seems too painful, I cut my body in a public bathroom (I'm using the neck of a glass bottle) , I don't know why but I don't think it would cut deep enough.

Also just as like a preface, I can't tell which part is actually doing the job.

Every time I go to cut or do anything, I just find myself never being able to go through with it.

Anybody have any suggestions?
I can elaborate, just ask

 

[lunchbox]

I can empathise with your situation, the UK is an awful place - plus accessibility for CTB methods here is terrible. You get to a point where you become exhausted with it, paired with low motivation already, and you're stuck like this for a long time.

I'm doing some research into a viable SN alternative, I'll make a thread once I've compiled enough infomation that can warrant a discussion. Until then, I hope life is tolerable and you find what you're looking for <3

 

[AngelJuttichot]

I can empathise with your situation, the UK is an awful place - plus accessibility for CTB methods here is terrible. You get to a point where you become exhausted with it, paired with low motivation already, and you're stuck like this for a long time.

I'm doing some research into a viable SN alternative, I'll make a thread once I've compiled enough infomation that can warrant a discussion. Until then, I hope life is tolerable and you find what you're looking for <3

God fucking bless you <3

 

[bigfishlittlefish]

I can empathise with your situation, the UK is an awful place - plus accessibility for CTB methods here is terrible. You get to a point where you become exhausted with it, paired with low motivation already, and you're stuck like this for a long time.

I'm doing some research into a viable SN alternative, I'll make a thread once I've compiled enough infomation that can warrant a discussion. Until then, I hope life is tolerable and you find what you're looking for <3

Thank you in advance for sharing that research. I'm in the UK and feeling very similar to the OP. I'm ready, I just can't find a method that's viable.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I hate how there isn't a straightforward way to just be gone. It's cruel and horrible how we are not allowed the option to just die in peace, it disgusts me how this society is so anti-suicide.

 

[gbi2]

I'm in a similar position. I'm not cutting myself or anything like that but I've tried a couple of methods, probably failed 10 times or more and when I've felt I should just drive somewhere and jump something happens that stops me - oversleeping, phone call, bad weather. Now some friends have just sent me a food delivery which I kind of agreed to accept by trying to not raise suspicion by refusing, as they know I can't buy any more.

I'll feel bad now if I go before getting through some of that.

 

[Worndown]

This is a very personal choice.
What are your options? Eliminate those you know are unacceptable. Of those remaining, what can you do? Can you get supplies? Is there a place to do it?
Read up on whatever options you feel can be done. Nothing is easy...

 

[Sickman75]

There's a few places left on the DW markets. I received just fine last week.

 

[blacksand]

Inert gas

 

[soleil]

I'm in the same boat. I've literally researched every method possible. They're all complicated and difficult to get a hold of materials or scary af. My only hope is water intoxication which is incredibly unreliable but all I have. It's not scary and easily available.. just very difficult like everything else.

 

[ropearoundatree]

A lot of times, from what I understand w/prescription od's, it's not so much about the volume of the pills taken or consumed--but rather, the interactions of meds ("drug-interaction") or some combo that makes it lethal. Which is why you so often find them ruled as, 'accidental.' (e. g., "think Heath Ledger, etc.")