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LXR515

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Jun 12, 2024
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if I knew it was gonna be this dogshit I would've killed myself so many years ago. It's just an unending spiral of billshit and no matter what I do the outcome of me killing myself will remain the same. I wish suicide and dying was easy. I wish it didn't need to be planned. My arms are bleeding the painkillers are hitting and the alcohol is nice tho
 
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dontwakemeup

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Nov 11, 2024
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Living is definitely tough, but it seems killing yourself is almost impossible.

I'm sorry you're feeling like this and I wish I could help. Try to sleep it off and give your mind time to rest.
 
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Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand feeling so tired of it all, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I just wish to be free from it all as well, I see so much cruelty in how it's so difficult to be permanently free from this existence. But anyway I wish you the best.
 

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