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GOODHI

GOODHI

Member
Nov 7, 2021
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I'm taking SN now
I feel asleep lastnight so I'm doing it now. So far I put the SN with warm water and the water is now cold although the sn and the water i used weren't it turned cold once i put the water and sn together
 
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ifeelsofragile

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Jan 1, 2023
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Have fun!
 
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GOODHI

GOODHI

Member
Nov 7, 2021
37
I just drank it, I'll be on here to document what happens
 
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purplehearted

SN re ordered! 🄲
Nov 21, 2022
116
i hope it all works out as you wish 🫶 Safe travels
 
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GOODHI

GOODHI

Member
Nov 7, 2021
37
I read it takes 15 to 20 mins to pass out it's 7:54 so by 8:09 or 8:14 i should be gone
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I'm sorry your life has brought you to this point. I hope your journey is peaceful and you find freedom.
 
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Kurushii

Kurushii

Student
Jan 14, 2023
137
Wishing you the best of luck =)
 
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GOODHI

GOODHI

Member
Nov 7, 2021
37
I'm starting to feel nauseous but deep breathing helps
 
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m4rius

Student
Dec 23, 2022
119
I wish you the best, it should work out
 
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purplehearted

SN re ordered! 🄲
Nov 21, 2022
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GOODHI

GOODHI

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Nov 7, 2021
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I took gravol last night and one 45min before now but I just throw up. I could barely breath. This method is painful for me i can't do it or drink the second cup. I have to find a way where it's instant because I can't do this. It's painful and it hurts me. I need a gun or to jump off a building. Something instant because I almost called the emergency
 
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Ireallysuck999

Ireallysuck999

Just me.
Dec 27, 2022
36
I took gravol last night and one 45min before now but I just throw up. I could barely breath. This method is painful for me i can't do it or drink the second cup. I have to find a way where it's instant because I can't do this. It's painful and it hurts me. I need a gun or to jump off a building. Something instant because I almost called the emergency
Sucks man
 
Kurushii

Kurushii

Student
Jan 14, 2023
137
I am sorry it didn't work out as planned :'( What will you do now?
 
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Hateyouprolife

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Sep 4, 2021
169
Are you with us? You may still die after throwing up
 
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purplehearted

SN re ordered! 🄲
Nov 21, 2022
116
I took gravol last night and one 45min before now but I just throw up. I could barely breath. This method is painful for me i can't do it or drink the second cup. I have to find a way where it's instant because I can't do this. It's painful and it hurts me. I need a gun or to jump off a building. Something instant because I almost called the emergency
i'm so sorry to hear it's painful. it's still possible that it could work so if you change your mind call for help. but it's recommended to abort if you throw up and the second glass isn't an option. I hope you feel better soon
 
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DreamEnd

Enlightened
Aug 4, 2022
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I took gravol last night and one 45min before now but I just throw up. I could barely breath. This method is painful for me i can't do it or drink the second cup. I have to find a way where it's instant because I can't do this. It's painful and it hurts me. I need a gun or to jump off a building. Something instant because I almost called the emergency
Are you still with us? Which symptoms are painful?
 
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Donk

Useless since day 1
Jan 3, 2020
1,128
I took gravol last night and one 45min before now but I just throw up. I could barely breath. This method is painful for me i can't do it or drink the second cup. I have to find a way where it's instant because I can't do this. It's painful and it hurts me. I need a gun or to jump off a building. Something instant because I almost called the emergency

where is the pain coming from?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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SN doesn't sound that painful to me from what I read and I would still go for it over many of the other methods and I consider those who have it to be fortunate, but anyway I wish you the best of luck. If SN isn't suitable for you then I hope you manage to find another way to achieve what you are looking for.
 
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Eternal Soul

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Aug 17, 2022
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Miss Anthropy

....and the sky turned black
Dec 28, 2022
58
I hope you found peace! šŸ–¤
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
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Per ardua ad astra šŸ’«šŸ•ŠļøšŸ™
 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
Seems that it may have worked. OP didn't mention taking other medications beforehand apart from AE.
 
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NoHorizon

A pig in a cage on antibiotics
Nov 22, 2022
386
I hope you're at peace now.
 
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sigsq

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Jan 4, 2023
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It's either he succeeded or he did end up reaching out to EMS and is unable to sign on.
 
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born2win

Time is a flat circle
Jun 5, 2022
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why is it painful?
SN doesn't sound that painful to me from what I read and I would still go for it over many of the other methods and I consider those who have it to be fortunate, but anyway I wish you the best of luck. If SN isn't suitable for you then I hope you manage to find another way to achieve what you are looking for.
just need to pass out quick...
 
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