• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
narasаnu

narasаnu

Темнее всего перед рассветом.
Sep 24, 2023
19
So, I diluted the SN in a 2:1 ratio: 40 ml of water and 20 grams of SN. I stood there for a while, debating whether I should do this, and then decided to drink it all in one gulp and see what happens. I took three big gulps (well, not that much) before I immediately felt sick and nauseous. Luckily, when I ran to the prepared bucket, I was able to stand and didn't throw up. Now I've been lying on my bed for 20-30 minutes, hoping I'll feel some changes, but I've had nothing but a headache and stomach ache.

I drank roughly 1/4 or 1/3 of the glass—I'd love to check for sure, but I poured it out immediately and washed the glass so as not to accidentally poison anyone else. In grams, well (I hope) about 2-3.

P.S. I understand I did almost everything wrong (took 2 Analgin and 2 Cerucal, without waiting to much, last meal I had was like just 14 hours ago? and I've drink few cups of water before SN), that was terrible and I'm not sure if that's my way to CTB.
 
Last edited:
  • Wow
  • Aww..
Reactions: oilsaniok, m1v and _Gollum_
ZeroRedz02

ZeroRedz02

Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
131
So, I diluted the SN in a 2:1 ratio: 40 ml of water and 20 grams of SN. I stood there for a while, debating whether I should do this, and then decided to drink it all in one gulp and see what happens. I took three big gulps (well, not that much) before I immediately felt sick and nauseous. Luckily, when I ran to the prepared bucket, I was able to stand and didn't throw up. Now I've been lying on my bed for 20-30 minutes, hoping I'll feel some changes, but I've had nothing but a headache and stomach ache.

I drank roughly 1/4 or 1/3 of the glass—I'd love to check for sure, but I poured it out immediately and washed the glass so as not to accidentally poison anyone else. In grams, well (I hope) about 2-3.

P.S. I understand I did almost everything wrong (took 2 Analgin and 2 Cerucal, without waiting to much, last meal I had was like just 14 hours ago? and I've drink few cups of water before SN), that was terrible and I'm not sure if that's my way to CTB.
Should noticing that Vizzy's thread about nitrogen inert gas CTB points out that **Oxygen** should be lower to 1%, which SN shares both chemical properties (Oxygen and Nitrogen) now i will expect to suffer in pain while dying of SN if THAT is the case because if it already has oxygen and we [literally] breath oxygen and nitrogen is even there WITH (Oxygen needed to be 1%) i will then in example die in a painful way.
I mean we don't know but it seems to be simple logic..
 
O

oilsaniok

Member
May 19, 2026
16
how about the SN purity? kinda concerning anyone can explain?
 

Similar threads

B
Replies
3
Views
260
Suicide Discussion
Boardinboy101
B
flyingangel
Replies
1
Views
131
Suicide Discussion
tooafraidtodiez
T
tinyfox
Replies
10
Views
552
Suicide Discussion
tinyfox
tinyfox
T
Replies
10
Views
452
Suicide Discussion
isthisthingon
I
T
Replies
18
Views
615
Suicide Discussion
DeathSweetDeath
D