Well, I'm still alive. But today I got really sad. I've been browsing CTB articles for a long time, trying to get in the right headspace. I don't want to live anymore. I'm still as depressed as ever and the nausea I've been dealing with is still there. Antidepressants don't do anything and the antiemetic drugs I take to quell the nausea barely work.
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blue_muse
Mage
- Jan 31, 2021
- 553
I hear you. You're just over the monotony of existing and want out.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 47,962
I understand that it certainly can be so torturous and tiring feeling trapped here, it's dreadful how there really is too much suffering in existing.Similar threads
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