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ForeverBroken

ForeverBroken

Memento mori
Jun 17, 2023
134
I'm fucking done. My life is a complete shitshow. All I do is get on everyone's nerves and I'm a burden to everyone. I'm done. I'm taking a whole bottle of Metoprolol and that should do the trick. No one is going to miss me anyway. I have no friends and no family that cares.
 
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Dot

Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,713
Hs smethng happnd

Tht medcatn = nt rliable - wld nt recmmnd
 
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ForeverBroken

ForeverBroken

Memento mori
Jun 17, 2023
134
Hs smethng happnd

Tht medcatn = nt rliable - wld nt recmmnd
My life is a complete mess. My son and I just got into a huge argument and now he's leaving. Probably to go drink and do drugs. Says he's not coming back and that I will never see my grandkids again. I'm just over everything. Everyone dies at some point, right? So why not now? And I'm taking a 6 month supply of Metoprolol. Should bottom my heart rate and blood pressure out in no time. So I'm not worried about it. I have nothing left anymore.
 
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Oct 24, 2023
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My life is a complete mess. My son and I just got into a huge argument and now he's leaving. Probably to go drink and do drugs. Says he's not coming back and that I will never see my grandkids again. I'm just over everything. Everyone dies at some point, right? So why not now? And I'm taking a 6 month supply of Metoprolol. Should bottom my heart rate and blood pressure out in no time. So I'm not worried about it. I have nothing left anymore.
Please look into better methods than Metoprolol OD, but if you must do it rn, I recommend taking some alcohol/depressants with it. Please think about it, I wish you well on whatever you choose <3
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, best wishes.
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,713
My life is a complete mess. My son and I just got into a huge argument and now he's leaving. Probably to go drink and do drugs. Says he's not coming back and that I will never see my grandkids again. I'm just over everything. Everyone dies at some point, right? So why not now? And I'm taking a 6 month supply of Metoprolol. Should bottom my heart rate and blood pressure out in no time. So I'm not worried about it. I have nothing left anymore.

Am srry tht happnd

= thre n.e chnce tht thngs wll calm dwn wth ur son

= ur decsn - am jst hopng = nt in implse decsn basd on smethng tht mght rectfy itslf
 
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ForeverBroken

Memento mori
Jun 17, 2023
134
Am srry tht happnd

= thre n.e chnce tht thngs wll calm dwn wth ur son

= ur decsn - am jst hopng = nt in implse decsn basd on smethng tht mght rectfy itslf
Thank you for being so supportive. It's more than what I've gotten from my family. I don't think things will get better unfortunately. My husband has intervened today and I am now at his parents house for a family function. So no cbt at the moment. But I'm just not into being here anymore. I feel so lonely and depressed. I just make my family miserable and cause them pain. But I will have to make plans for another time. Soon. I just can't take it anymore.
 
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