Help im done this time

[r.vival]

it all went to shit again. i push and push for what? if i'm met with happiness it's so temporary. oh well! i'm planning to do this mid July. a lot of things aren't options for me. medicine/chemicals aren't because not only do i live in the middle of no where, online shopping doesn't ship directly to me. i can't leave the house because i have no transport other than walking or if my dad drops me at school. methods that take time are off the board: i have no privacy (i don't even have my own room) please help!

 

[Princess_Kitty]

I'm sorry you're going through so much pain. I understand what you mean about the happiness is only temporary. I've experienced that multiple times. Seems like everytime I find something that makes me happy, it never lasts. I hope you'll find the peace that you're looking for when you do board your bus.