Story I'm back at it

[Capt. Mothfly]

Hey guyyys, just the day before yesterday I posted a vent being scared of actually killing myself. Well, happy to inform you that I got through one day completely free of suicidal thoughts.
Shortly after finishing that post I called my doctor despite everything and told him I couldn't handle my neurotic grief any longer and got sertraline. I know it's not supposed to work immediately but just the placebo I guess was good enough for me to be able to talk about it and I feel way better now.
So thank y'all for being in here. Hope you're doing well.

EDIT: it posted before finishing lol

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm so glad you're feeling better.
Reading this kind of experiences makes my day brighter.

I'm also trying to live again and embrace death while doing my best in this weird thing called life.

Hugs and love to you!

 

[Capt. Mothfly]

I'm glad my experience made your day better! Makes me feel better as well I wish all good to you and plenty of energy and positive feelings

 

[timf]

You may wish to take the time to savor your victory. This can help if in the future a dark time comes, you can revisit this memory and encourage yourself with what you know you can achieve.