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Bitch With An Apple

Not Student
Jul 10, 2019
286
Yeah, but I could put it off indefinitely without worrying. I could wait till my family passes and it wouldn't affect anyone.
 
boilingfishcakes

boilingfishcakes

맛있는 오뎅!
Jun 14, 2026
16
I have been poor, I have been homeless, and now I am quite well off. I can confidently say that the money has not fixed ne. It makes taking care of my basic needs much easier but no amount of money will fix how broken my brain is.
 
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JoeFailure

Wizard
Apr 29, 2019
634
I have been poor, I have been homeless, and now I am quite well off. I can confidently say that the money has not fixed ne. It makes taking care of my basic needs much easier but no amount of money will fix how broken my brain is.

Is there anything you like or are passionate about that you could use the wealth towards? Maybe it could be small steps. But I don't know your situation at all obviously.
 
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boilingfishcakes

boilingfishcakes

맛있는 오뎅!
Jun 14, 2026
16
Is there anything you like or are passionate about that you could use the wealth towards? Maybe it could be small steps. But I don't know your situation at all obviously.
So I was using my money to help some of my less well off friends so i could feel some sort of purpose, but it didn't end well.

My only other passion is cooking/culinary arts but that's basically it. I don't think I'd deserve culinary school if I'm just going to kill myself anyway... usually I make large or very nice meals and just give it away to friends.
 
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JoeFailure

Wizard
Apr 29, 2019
634
So I was using my money to help some of my less well off friends so i could feel some sort of purpose, but it didn't end well.

My only other passion is cooking/culinary arts but that's basically it. I don't think I'd deserve culinary school if I'm just going to kill myself anyway... usually I make large or very nice meals and just give it away to friends.

I mean it's really awesome that you do that. Do you know that you'd still end it if you went to culinary school?
 
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Green_leaf

Member
Nov 5, 2022
91
I would ctb with an ICBM if I had money.
 
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gardenhouse

Specialist
Mar 26, 2026
383
No, i have money, and even no amount of money can fix my medical condition.
 
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boilingfishcakes

boilingfishcakes

맛있는 오뎅!
Jun 14, 2026
16
I mean it's really awesome that you do that. Do you know that you'd still end it if you went to culinary school?
Thank you! I still think I would ctb whether I went to culinary school or not. I can't even hold a job because my head is too screwy to really function. Still, cooking is very fun. It's a good way to have control over something so it's calming
 
The Disqualified

The Disqualified

Disqualified as a Human Being
Feb 4, 2023
275
I mean, money wouldn't solve any of my problems.
I always had a very priviliged upbringing compared to my country's conditions, but my problems aren't solvable by money...
 
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Tesha

Tesha

Life too shall pass
May 31, 2020
940
Money doesn't buy support for very long unfortunately. Most private hospitals and private therapists will no longer work with me, because of my risk - so I'm in the same place as any one else in the UK who has to rely on the NHS.
 
Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
226
All the money in the world can't cure all of my disabilities and magically turn me into a woman ... so no.
 

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