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jisatsu88

jisatsu88

Member
Aug 22, 2024
23
I think with money I could reach out for help a lot easier.
 
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3rdworldsadness

3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
215
If I had lots of money I would be in less torment. Like enough to escape my country and starting a new life in other nation then yes I wouldn't feel just jump to my death.
 
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Quietist

Quietist

🌹 🗡️
Sep 6, 2024
343
"If you were rich would you still be suicidal?"

Absolutely not, because the financial security and abundance would afford me to live the lifestyle I wanted without having to be concerned about future homelessness, paying for any therapy or medical treatments, and I could live in comfortable solitude spending all of my time on my hobbies rather than a soul-sucking job.

No more having to live with an angry, elderly parent who enables domestic violence within the home.

No more having to worry about getting my life together because I could do whatever and go wherever the fuck I wanted to.
 
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hdead

Member
Jun 2, 2026
73
I'm what you would consider rich. I have plenty of money but stricken by loneliness and MH problems. No amount of money can bring me the tranquillity and peace of mind I so desire.

I made mistakes, though. I could have saught help more actively, if only I knew I needed it. I lack autonomy and capacity to deal with modern life. I got bored of being a slave and jumped the ship. It's what pushed me over the edge from being depressed and numb to becoming actively suicidal.
 
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Le temps perdu

Le temps perdu

my pragmatics errors can kill me/A2 English (CEFR)
Dec 10, 2025
382
If I were rich, although it wouldn't solve all of my pain, I would be willing to give life a try. After trying, there's a possibility that I might change my mind.

The important thing is that with a lot of money, I might have the opportunity to go abroad — whether it's for traveling or something else.
 
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Carrot

Carrot

C:
Feb 25, 2025
519
Yes, I would. I'd probably indulge in cheap addictions and die at some point.

The lack of empathy in the world bothers me. I hate the "I got mine, fuck you" mentality. Money would not bring me happiness, it would, of course, make it less miserable and not having to do pointless/unfulfilling work would be a huge plus, but there would still be so much evil in the world that I would not be able to fix or ignore, which would cause me pain.

I would love to do something fulfilling, selfless in life. But I realized that there are tons of evil people with absolutely no morality that turn people against each other while benefiting from that, I don't want to be part of humanity and I gave up/don't want to try to fix this when the odds are against me.
 
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Cauliflour

Cauliflour

I'm the doodler, I make terrible doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
739
Money can't cure autism, so no.
 
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Casoperso

Casoperso

il tempo passa e sono ancora qui..
Mar 31, 2025
50
The only thing money will do is to delay my CTB date for a few years
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,416
I have good amounts of money right now and I am still suicidal so more money would do absolutely nothing for me.
 
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Wojaczek

Wojaczek

Experienced
Oct 24, 2021
241
yes, not sure how 1 million dollars would change anything tbh.
 
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red_cardinal

red_cardinal

pinniped enthusiast 🦭
May 25, 2026
41
Certainly. I've always had reasonable, decent financial resources available for my health, but it really didn't help my situation much. And my issues are primarily health-related, so the most I could do is go to even more specialists outside the country, which I don't think would change much. Maybe I'd keep busier by traveling more often, changing environments, distracting, but I'm sure it wouldn't last too long, as I'd get mentally and physically exhausted, bored, and I'd inevitably feel the emptiness, the void tormenting me. Money can't fill the absence of care, love, support I should've received during my formative years.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,832
I'd just never want to exist no matter what, for me the true problem is existence itself and I find it the most terrible, torturous and dreadful burden to suffer in this existence. All that existence ever does is just torture existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence that there was never a need for at all.

All I want is to be permanently unconscious free from all pain and suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, I find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way, I find it so dreadful and horrible how the suffering of existing can continue for decades longer just for one to face the terrible agony of old age, for me non-existence truly is all that could ever be positive for me.
 
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Mrs. T-800

Mrs. T-800

schwarzenegger fangirl ♡t-800 from t2 is my love♡
Nov 25, 2025
93
I am an heiress and I am suicidal since age 12.
 
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AuraByte

AuraByte

If I'm lost, please don't find me.
Jun 24, 2025
129
Maybe?

But at least I would have the option and freedom to disappear and have some peace.
 
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thelostautistic

Mage
Jul 31, 2025
591
I think so. Money can't fix my main issue.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,246
Money cannot solve the reason why I'm here.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,261
Money can't fix me. I'm too far gone to be fixed by financial wealth, but I wouldn't say no to it either tbh
 
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burninghill

burninghill

Specialist
Dec 2, 2025
331
Yes. I'm lucky to have never really struggled with money, never solved anything
 
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volo

Student
Apr 22, 2026
171
No money can fix my physical and mental health problems. Unfortunately.
 
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DoomsdayCTB

DoomsdayCTB

Member
Apr 24, 2026
78
Nope. Money is the exact reason why I can't afford to live right now or get away from this Narc household. If I was a multi-millionaire, despite being bipolar, I'm very well read and able to self-monitor my episodes (which are rare thank "whoever"). Get a big, quiet hope in Europe/islands. Fresh, organic food. All the best medical care I can afford. if someone like Selena Gomez doesn't make it, then I will know the real answer.
 
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momentomori00

momentomori00

Bellum
Jun 8, 2026
39
I'm relatively well off and still very much suicidal. It's because I lacked the ability to ask for help when I needed it, and unfortunately mum was always working so she never saw the signs that something was awry. I was also pretty gifted academically so no one really bothered to look deeper, even when I was actively ruining my life lol (always high, skipping school, around the worst crowds, etc etc).
Financial stability does help a lot, in terms of resources you can access and such, but it can only do so once you've got the emotional support you need and once you're able to ask for help.
 
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name2come

Member
Sep 30, 2025
70
If I was rich, I would still be depressed and my life still might end with suicide, but I don't think I would be actively planning it. I could leave an unhappy relationship. I wouldn't have to worry about work or how I never really established a career. I could just float through life and see how far it gets me. I don't know that I could make it long term, but I could make it longer.
 
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hurts2b

hurts2b

Wasting my time
Jun 11, 2026
36
No. Money is the cure to shit life syndrome. If I won the lottery I wouldn't need or want to die anymore.
 
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sla_porra22

I HATE MOSQUITOES
Nov 5, 2024
91
If I were rich, I would probably save some of the money for my family to live comfortably, and donate the rest to people in need before killing myself. I mean, I'm really not attached to material possessions. I think that's the least of my worries in life. The only joy that money would bring me is knowing that I could kill myself much more easily
 
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sla_porra22

I HATE MOSQUITOES
Nov 5, 2024
91
I'm what you would consider rich. I have plenty of money but stricken by loneliness and MH problems. No amount of money can bring me the tranquillity and peace of mind I so desire.

I made mistakes, though. I could have saught help more actively, if only I knew I needed it. I lack autonomy and capacity to deal with modern life. I got bored of being a slave and jumped the ship. It's what pushed me over the edge from being depressed and numb to becoming actively suicidal.
I think the financial issue is a huge mental trap, actually. The lack of it leads you to want to kill yourself, and an excess of it distances you further and further from real connections with people and it creates a great feeling of emptiness after a while (at least that's what I hear a lot from people who have a lot of money). People tend to believe that money is the solution to everything, and while it can certainly help A LOT, it's still far from being the solution to everything. Our minds often sabotage us; we'll always find something else to feel bad about
 
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