I hope everyone is doing as well as can be expected. A couple quick updates for myself...
I've been on a ketamine regimen for the past couple months - low dose daily. It's seems to be helpful in improving my mood and lifting some of the depression. However, my therapist basically told me there wasn't anything else she could do without me be willing to make a drastic change. In short, I have to choose between
1) doing what I want and finally showing my authentic self. Do so would mist likely end up in a divorce, isolating my children and parents - basically hurting everyone left around me.
2) accept the status quo and the fact that I probably will die before being happy.
Speaking of kids, one seems to be doing really well at college (university). Fingers crossed that it continues. The other is simply stuck in a holding pattern. Too anxious to get a job or leave the house.
Anyone have any good plans for the weekend?
Peace