Venting I would accept anyone to not be alone

[Crematoryy]

I need someone to take care of me. It could literally be anyone. Elderly, obese, sick, ugly. All I need is to be cared for, to have someone to accept me, someone I can surrender to. I'm desperate for someone to help bear the weight of my life. I need someone to value me, because I don't see any value in myself. I need someone for me, to give meaning to my existence, to love me. I need this at any cost.

I need to sleep knowing that when I wake up I'll have someone by my side; I need to know that someone knows my innermost thoughts; I need someone who cares even about what I dream while I'm unconscious.

 

[unluckysadness]

Same