Discussion I tried but I can't do it....

[Return2themoonlight]

Ive tried to push through and continue living to take care of my mom but I cant anymore. All of 2023 and 2024 I've been going through absolute hell and chaos. I no longer care what happens after Im gone or how it happens. My preferred method was to take a pill im deathly allergic to but I need something to combine with that like jumping from a tall height. In the end, my birthday is coming up next month and my plan is to not make it to that day. I cant deal with these traumatic moments and feelings. If anybody knows of a sure-fire way to CTB, please reply to this post or dm me.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really sounds like you've suffered so much, I hope that you eventually find freedom from this hellish existence.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'm sorry for what you've been through. I hope that you find peace soon. Also, if you want information on CTB methods, there's a sticky megathread on the top of the "suicide discussion" forum (the one we're in right now) called "suicide resource compliation". In that megathread you'll find information on CTB methods

 

[Return2themoonlight]

It really sounds like you've suffered so much, I hope that you eventually find freedom from this hellish existence.

I truly have. More than the average person can handle and now everything about me feels broken. I wished things could've gotten better for me but as long as I've been alive, what I've been through, and what I now know, There will never be a time in my life where things will go good. Thank you for the hope as I truly do to, no matter the method as long as it gets the job done with low chance of revival.

I'm sorry for what you've been through. I hope that you find peace soon. Also, if you want information on CTB methods, there's a sticky megathread on the top of the "suicide discussion" forum (the one we're in right now) called "suicide resource compliation". In that megathread you'll find information on CTB methods

Thank you, I highly appreciate it. I will look at the other megathread now.