I find I'm pretty gender non-conforming. I like crossdressing, I also am short, have long hair, and not much body hair compared to other guys. My voice is higher pitch than most guys. I'm trying to like myself the way I am and not trying to change how I look to be happier, at the same time I wish I looked different. I find any effort to make me look more feminine will attract more negative attention, so I feel like I'm in limbo and just wasn't born manly or womanly enough to be considered either strongly.