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butterfly3

butterfly3

Student
Apr 2, 2022
119
I have no method. sn is just unavailable, i've tried so hard with it but it's never worked out. N, gas, drugs like fent are unbelievably difficult to get your hands on. everything else is too painful, slow or unreliable.
i've accepted that life won't get better but now I can't get past this final step. this isn't fair. I truly hate it here.
 
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girlsboysthems

girlsboysthems

no i dont have a gun
Dec 19, 2022
456
Same here /: I don't even have a good answer to give you. The method that I tried and failed miserably at made me stray away from drugs so now I'm looking for alternatives.
 
GasMonkey

GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
1,878
Yeah getting gas is so difficult, I had to do a bunch a clicks on the mouse of my computer to have it shipped directly to my house. After such a titanic effort the index finger of my right hand was exhausted.

I also had to complete a PhD in Aerospace Engineering to learn how to use a wrench to tighten the 2 connections.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,250
I understand this, and the fact that suicide is so unnecessarily difficult is the only reason as to why I still exist in this horrific world. To me all the suicide methods are very complicated, risky or are just inaccessible.

We really shouldn't have to suffer so much to achieve something so inevitable as death, we are all just destined to die anyway so there is nothing that could justify purposely making suicide so difficult. I especially envy those who have N, they are so incredibly fortunate and I do get that it's so awful being trapped here having to endure endless days in an existence that you hate. I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you wish for.
 
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sarcasm101

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Jul 3, 2023
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