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loveletter4you

loveletter4you

luvletter4you
Jun 3, 2026
1
Before the 16th I will have ctb

will starving myself better my chances of od'ing and guarantee my departure? I plan on using fent &' a good bottle of Hennessy mixed with some mirtazapine that I got today in an attempt to get opioids. I can't get my hands on anything else (still haven't gotten my hands on the fent I will work on it tonight at the bus station where i see a lot of homeless people)

I want to make sure I don't wake up when I do this &' that I won't just make myself brain dead. I am scared shitless but I think this is the most painless and peaceful way to go.
 
purrpetrator

purrpetrator

All my troubles on a burning pile.
Apr 9, 2026
17
With your method of CTB, I don't think it matters much. Fetty is lethal either way. However, doing it on an empty stomach may be best because the drugs will kick in faster, as there's no food in your stomach to slow the absorption rate. Do make sure that the pills you get actually contain some sort of fetty though. If you're getting it from the streets it's definitely cut up with other random bullshit, or may not even have a lick of fent in them. Fent strips! (These only test for the presence of F though, not potency)
 
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