I hate the feeling of being attracted to people

[dontletthembribeyou]

Anyone else hate it? Unless I'm actively with the person it's fucking unbearable. Made worse by the fact that I tend to get obsessive and day dream, which is extra embarrassing since I'm a grown woman. Currently fixated on some celebrity and all I can think about is how hard it would be to look him in the eyes if I were to come across him, which will never happen. Fuck

 

[colorlesshue]

agreed, i feel attracted to basically anyone and it's so gross. maybe i just don't know how to experience normal attraction, because it's not like?? a crush you know? i just like staring at people

 

[whatisaholemadeof]

Yeah ouch I feel this. Realized I was just willing to take scraps of affection too. Hate the daydreaming

 

[violetforever]

Currently fixated on some celebrity

it is so much worse when it's someone you personally know/knew. i wish i could still be fixated on celebrities. i'll never be able to go back now. it's unbearable.

 

[Dejected 55]

I like it until I don't. For the fleeting minutes where I can fool myself into thinking it's possible, then yes... but once reality sets in and I know there's no chance in hell of reciprocation, then it becomes hell.