Help I got raped again

[booplesnoot34]

I got raped on Monday by a dirty old man and tbh I deserved it. I'm a horrible person and I got off easy. I hate myself and I want to die.

I'm trying to cut my forearms and legs to bleed out in the bath. I won't get caught because I live alone. If I don't die, at least I might feel better (and then die from complications?).

How do I properly cut with a razor? It's too shallow. Trying to cut up to down is so awkward and I can't get as much pressure.

 

[CTB Dream]

V sry human cruel species all do rape make sffr rly sry hpn, vry sry pain yea this mthod not know mayb not wrk, hope peace

 

[020x]

seeing lots of victims of rape on this site. another reason why this place is a hell filled with disgusting living beings.

 

[Laklusta]

seeing lots of victims of rape on this site. another reason why this place is a hell filled with disgusting living beings.

It is seriously sickening and not to mention the lack of justice + the way people treat us when we do report..

 

[MrDarkness]

You don't deserve it, no one does, I'm sorry it happened again, I know no words can comfort the pain you feel. I'm so sorry

 

[Winry]

I'm sorry this happened to you. People say it gets better and hurts less in time; I know firsthand that it doesn't. People are evil.

 

[dyingslowly]

I got raped on Monday by a dirty old man and tbh I deserved it. I'm a horrible person and I got off easy. I hate myself and I want to die.

I'm trying to cut my forearms and legs to bleed out in the bath. I won't get caught because I live alone. If I don't die, at least I might feel better (and then die from complications?).

How do I properly cut with a razor? It's too shallow. Trying to cut up to down is so awkward and I can't get as much pressure.

Hello, cutting is I think a bad idea, I have tried it a bit and it sucks tbh, you whole body will feel like painful and burning, and it makes a lot of filth, plus you can try using some inert gas method it will be a a lot better and it won't be in your knowledge that you have died when you have actually died. In cutting, the probability of success is very very low since you need a lot of blood loss before death and you can easily be "saved". As far as rape is concerned, you never deserved it, it is just a way of you coping with the reality that you think you "deserved to be raped".