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mybladderhurts

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Apr 24, 2022
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Hi all,

I made a post on here awhile ago, but then I decided to get one more surgery for my condition, which only made things worse. I've been suffering from severe endometriosis for four years. I'm in pain 24/7. When I was first diagnosed, I accepted that I would be dealing with some degree of pain for the rest of my life, but I knew I had treatment options available. But I've put myself through every single available treatment, and my condition is just as bad as ever. It feels like the universe is punishing me. And when I see new doctors now, I know they won't be able to help me, but I knew if I didn't stop trying to find a way to manage the pain, I'd lose my will to live. I'm totally out of options now, and every happy thing in my life is behind a veil of pain. I don't want to live like this anymore. Looking for other chronic pain sufferers to take on this journey together.
 
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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
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Sounds painful
I wish you much peace and relief
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,372
I just can't imagine how people cope with pain everyday. I had a taster with gallstones and I know I couldn't handle it daily.

I don't see how this world can morally expect people to live like that. I'm SO sorry for you.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It certainly is so very unfair and horrific how this life tortures people in this way. I hope that you eventually find freedom from your pain.
 

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