I don't see a way forward anymore.

[canthaveanicelife]

I don't think I can graduate from college anymore. Not that I'm struggling academically, I had to take a break because of financial reasons, but even though I'm back now, I just don't see how I can finish this when I'm just so far behind and no one is helping. My girlfriend is the only one who listens to me, but I don't know. Everyone in my life would be better off if I just stop existing. I just need to get over the hump of feeling guilty of leaving the ones that love me behind. It's all just so fucking miserable.

 

[tvonthefritz]

I'm waiting around to my elderly parents die. I'm starting to research methods. I think I'm frightened about 'the other side.' I need to make peace with it somehow. My main two obstacles.
It is miserable. It really is.