How to make it easier for my family?

[xxAbigailxx]

I do not want to hurt my mum by catching the bus...but it does not matter how I will do it...if she knows that it was ctb she will be devastated and she does not deserve that. Do you guys have any ideas how one can make catching the bus seem like an accident or murder?

 

[theboy]

CTB note

 

[xxAbigailxx]

CTB note

But then they 100% know that it was a suicide...

 

[theboy]

But then they 100% know that it was a suicide...

in the note you write a fake name with "he did it" or something similar.

 

[xxAbigailxx]

in the note you write a fake name with "he did it" or something similar.

no, they would know...
this is not a movie...they would definitely figure it out, but thanks anyway

 

[FireWalkWithMe]

The issue is..it's pretty hard to simply end your life. Like..it's not easy. Having the willpower, overcoming SI, having a method that actually works (look how many failed attempts there are)

Adding this variable on top that it needs to convince a bunch of professional people that it was a murder or accident is really difficult. I would probably advise against it as the methods that are probably considered the most peaceful and reliable are not going to fall into this requirement. I'd think long and hard about it anyway, personally I don't have any good ideas. Maybe the darknet has something but who knows.

 

[FuneralCry]

To me it sounds like it would be pretty difficult to make your suicide seem like an accident or murder, but anyway I really doubt that there is much that you can do to make it easier for those left behind apart from leaving a note to act as an explanation and maybe give them some closure.

But anyway, death is just an normal and inevitable part of life, and losing people is just a consequence of bringing them into this world in the first place. Eventually we will all die and be forgotten about and we eventually likely won't even exist in the memories of those who exist in this world and this is just the way that life is. Whatever happens in this world after we are gone could simply never be our concern as we won't be there at that point. It does sound like a difficult situation that you are in, but at least this is the way that I view this question.

 

[Sittichmutter]

I do not want to hurt my mum by catching the bus...but it does not matter how I will do it...if she knows that it was ctb she will be devastated and she does not deserve that. Do you guys have any ideas how one can make catching the bus seem like an accident or murder?

If you really do not wish to hurt your mom, than do not kill yourself.
Because she will never recover.