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Jupiturii

Jupiturii

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Aug 13, 2025
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I want to ctb
And my options are to take the bus to the nearest freeway and fall into the traffic,
Or to find a way to do it at home.

But i think SI might stop me from doing something i know will hurt. Are there any alternative solutions I could consider?

My life is becoming possibly unsalvagable, i've become homeless, and I cant make money to survive on my own. I've tried for multiple years and it can't happen

After abuse, and sexual assaults, abandonments and the loneliness im finally more willing than i was before to ctb

Is there something i can buy? Something i can do?
I'm very much wanting to do this.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

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Apr 10, 2025
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Hi, welcome to SaSu

We can't suggest specific methods to users, only say that the site has lots of info buried around.

note that https://www.youtube.com/@itsnotquitevanlife has plenty of tips for homelessness, regardless of whether u CTB or not u might want to check her channel (as well as other related videos) out.
 
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