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HitBlackVein

HitBlackVein

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Apr 12, 2023
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After you will die. How would you like the heaven to look like? I want to be 8 years old again, going to a summer trips with my dad, eating ice cream, swimming in the pools, having no worries. Just me and my family, we could be so happy again.
 
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Lok1_/./

Endless hope
Apr 5, 2023
16
As a massive place full of palaces and happy people full of smiles, no suffering and no horrible things happening. It's sad that something like this or even a slight piece of it is not possible in this world, its horrible.
 
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MissionSucksAssFul

MissionSucksAssFul

Any help I can offer is gladly given :)
Mar 2, 2023
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hi! just as a heads up: obv there's no reasonable argument against wanting to continue existing after one is underground, but for me personally this sounds like extra suffering. I would honestly want my paradise to be completely and utterly empty :)
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
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Getting to spend time with your loved ones in the afterlife is ideal. I imagine we become omnipresent, and in a way, are always connected to everyone we ever befriended or loved.
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
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Want to be 12 again with my best friend who died in car wreck at 12
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,816
Permanent non existence where I won't even be aware of anything is perfection to me, there is so much beauty in the absence of absolutely everything, I don't want to experience anything at all as consciousness just causes suffering, I only want nothingness.
 
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catastrophix

catastrophix

and my nightmares will have nightmares every night
Feb 20, 2023
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There's this really dark film called Lilya 4-Ever that shows Heaven as a safe space from all the shitty things in the world. The characters in Heaven just laugh together as they play basketball, even though their lives before getting there were horrific. So, I just imagine it as my own safe space, where I don't have to hurt and suffer anymore.
 
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Glandular

Glandular

Student
Mar 23, 2023
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There's this really dark film called Lilya 4-Ever that shows Heaven as a safe space from all the shitty things in the world. The characters in Heaven just laugh together as they play basketball, even though their lives before getting there were horrific. So, I just imagine it as my own safe space, where I don't have to hurt and suffer anymore.
Great movie.

I don't believe that there is a heaven. Just not existing (= no pain and suffering) is enough for me - just like it was for the billions of years that I hadn't existed before I was born. And I honestly can't imagine a paradise / heaven that wouldn't get boring. Eternity is a really long time.
 
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