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How did you first hear about / find your way to SanctionedSuicide? (2nd poll)

  • The BBC

    Votes: 71 3.1%
  • The New York Times

    Votes: 191 8.5%
  • Tantacrul's YouTube video

    Votes: 943 41.8%
  • A forum or social media platform (facebook, twitter, etc)

    Votes: 264 11.7%
  • Searching for methods

    Votes: 797 35.3%
  • Other news or media

    Votes: 96 4.3%
  • Wikipedia

    Votes: 126 5.6%
  • From a friend

    Votes: 68 3.0%
  • Fix the 26 or Stop Sanctioned Suicide

    Votes: 21 0.9%
  • Other sources - please leave a comment

    Votes: 137 6.1%

  • Total voters
    2,256
Orbitc

Orbitc

Sorry for my English
Jul 2, 2023
277
Before coming to this forum, I studied methods for a long time and probably one of the links brought me here. I read about a poisonous flower that grows in the mountains near my city. Luckily I found this forum and learned about SN - I hope my bus ride will be painless with SN. My first attempt with digoxin a few years ago was very painful and did some damage to my heart.
 
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katattack

Member
Nov 6, 2023
12
Been searching methods for years now and one day I stumbled upon this website. This was years ago and have been on and off here for years now.
 
Fuji

Fuji

New Member
Nov 16, 2023
3
Been reading the BBC articles on a suicide forum and then I did research to get the name. So here I am :3
 
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cripplingthoughts44

New Member
Nov 18, 2023
2
it was the bbc who gave me the idea
 
IDoNotExist

IDoNotExist

Member
Apr 28, 2023
34
I was just randomly reading about suicide methods on Wikipedia and when I got bored and started scrolling through the other sights. I found SS and I clicked on it, read through some stuff and after 2 days, I decided to sign up.

So far, I like being a part of this forum.
 
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SirenInsomnia

New Member
Nov 4, 2023
1
Tantacrul's video led me here, I hadn't heard of it before then. I honestly didn't pay much attention to it at first, just listened to it while I did something else, but it stuck in my mind. I remembered it later when I found I really needed a place where talking about suicide is allowed and doesn't immediately get you banned and/or give you a bunch of "you don't seem like you're alright" notifications from the site itself.
 
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catperson

catperson

#live stream your last breath
Aug 25, 2023
25
i think i had heard the name before but didn't know what it was or look it up until i saw Tantacrul's video
 
R

Riig

Gott, es tut mir leid.
Nov 15, 2023
21
Found it (half?) accidentally, ive been writing on a fictional story for a while and had to research WW2, and you can obviously guess that i looked into the actual SS (SchutzStaffel), i tried searching for an SS member who commited suicide in Hamburg to base an enemy on, but since i couldnt recall the actual guys name at the time i found a video which mentioned SaSu in a quick quip instead. This was around a day or two after looking up the charcoal method and by looking up someone who did commit suicide which i found ironic. Happened back in 2019-2020 if i recall correctly. The Guy was Heinrich Seetzen for anybody wondering.
 
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asian.neet

asian.neet

Specialist
Oct 13, 2023
305
Trying to find the lost all hope website led me here lol
 
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downfall13

downfall13

Member
Aug 26, 2023
11
Lmao! So apparently those outlets trying to "expose" SS have achieved very little in terms of blocking access to it, but have instead promoted it to thousands of suicidal people, many of whom, I'm sure have used the info from here to successfully cbt. Do these people fighting for the cause of "suicide prevention" even realize that their videos/articles have helped many people to find their way outXD? As opposed to preventing suicide.

I would have probably never found SS if not for Tantacrul, so when I eventually use the knowledge I found here to hang, he'll be somehow indirectly implicit. I just find it so funnyšŸ˜†.
 
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Viranamari

Viranamari

A Future Corpse
Feb 22, 2023
293
I found this website through Tantacrul's video. The way he described this website made me really interested as I'm suicidal and I want to find a way to CTB. So, I decided to check this website out( it took some time to fond this website since Tantacrul used an alias). It wasn't as bad as Tantacrul described it to very and I found it rather helpful so I decided to make an account.
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,720
Before I came here, I was on a prolife version of this site, but hated the fact that no one was allowed to even mention the right to die without their posts being deleted.

Sasu wasn't getting as much media attention yet, at least compared to now, but I looked for a pro-choice one, and this is the one I found. I'm glad I found it though. It was nice being able to have honest conversations about suicide without someone demanding that I stay alive.
 
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rosenwasser

rosenwasser

per ardua ad astra
Sep 9, 2023
126
I found it because of first searching for Lost All Hope that was taken down between my attempts and then finding the New York Times article in the results.
The Tantacrul effect will never not be funny to me. SaSu member of honour šŸ¤£
 
StagekissPDX

StagekissPDX

New Member
Nov 22, 2023
1
I found it through the New York Times Article. I am beyond grateful to have found my community here. I have a solid plan to CTB on February 11th, 2024. I've been practicing, and I'm going to hang myself with my favorite silk scarf that I'm going to wrap around a doorknob. In the meantime, I'll be soaking up, and staying involved, with this community. Thank you, SS, for not judging us, and understanding that this choice belongs to each of us, and not other people who seek to remove our own autonomy.
 
E

Endisclose

Experienced
Oct 23, 2023
275
Don't remember exactly, but I think I was trying to find out how to go about hanging/partial hanging.
 
DazaiKinnie

DazaiKinnie

Cringe Isekai Author
Apr 27, 2023
123
I discovered it a few years ago when searching for methods, at that time I used TOR browser to search for stuff like that, I think I found the clearweb link on an onion site that was like Pastebin, but I can't remember the name. I lurked in the forum for a year or 2. I decided to make an account when I turned 18.
 
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Penquinman

Member
Nov 22, 2023
11
Searching for information about nitrogen exit bags on Google
 
S

Sylveon

XX/XX/2024
Oct 10, 2023
414
Wikipedia, when I was reading about all things suicide.
 
mafuyu

mafuyu

electric angel
Feb 9, 2023
131
LMAO good job tantacrul you dumbass.
 
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FieCher

FieCher

Member
Nov 19, 2023
26
I heard about it because this forum was mentioned in an article or interview with te family - in a case where a Dutch girl did CTB.
 
hereticgirl

hereticgirl

Member
Nov 26, 2023
6
Tantacruel's video brought me here, and I'm glad it did
 
MarsProxy

MarsProxy

Member
Nov 27, 2023
54
My partner's account and search history on his laptop.
 
milkandcoffee

milkandcoffee

Member
Aug 8, 2022
35
First found the original subreddit probably 6/7 yrs ago. Been popping in and out since.
 
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foolbastar24

New Member
May 11, 2023
1
I was surfing 4chan and found a post about Sanctioned Suicide
 
TheWorld'sLeftovers

TheWorld'sLeftovers

Low consciousness
Aug 23, 2023
82
I was looking for methods when I happened across the partial hanging megathread.
 
owano

owano

just a little guy
Oct 18, 2023
13
For me, I saw a video (not the big one that most people come here from) that was about a suicide forum (didnt specify any). I hadn't known of the existence of such website until then. The comments didn't provide me with any specific sites so I went searching and landed here!
 
Lupgevif

Lupgevif

.
Jul 23, 2020
929
LMAO good job tantacrul you dumbass.
The fake name he gave the forum was "Sorrow Solution", abbreviated like SS as well. He made no fucking effort to hide it at all. And still thinks he's some sort of hero.
 
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TheOneTrueMario

TheOneTrueMario

New Member
Nov 26, 2023
1
That one guys YT video, i found that i can actually relate to a lot of people here, he made is as tho users of this site are evil, which isn't the case, everyone should have a choice of what they do with themselves, not spamming them with the same "go see a therapist" or "call a hotline" bs does not make one evil.
 
time2fly47

time2fly47

Cowboy
Nov 25, 2023
20
Had a dream about charcoal method and googled it then found my way here
 

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