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loveletter4you

loveletter4you

luvletter4you
Jun 3, 2026
6
well tonight's the night

I'll keep my method to myself but just know I'll have ctb by the morning


I wanted to give a little manifesto just for you guys

i accomplished everything I wanted in life, i would tell my life story but most of yall will think its bs. but I became a "influencer" and lived the "dream celebrity life". I was hosting concerts with my significant other who also had a large following for being attractive. I threw the best parties in the world :) but one of the people who didn't like my gf, started the most outrageous allegations against us. I'm talking sex trafficking and human sacrificing. it's funny now but this has ruined both of our lives, we lost our business, our careers, our friends etc. I was actually homeless taking care of my mom and my sick grandpa before all this. I worked really hard to get to this point and for it to be ripped away bc of internet drama is outrageous. I have no more fight left in me, it's been a long hard journey &' I simply give up. false allegations can ruin lives, I really hope my significant other doesn't take her life after mine. I broke up with her &' essentially made her move back in with her parents. I truely believe she can live a great life &' I'll pray to god before I take my own.

this is easily the most selfish thing I've ever done &' I feel horrible for my friends and family. but I want to be at peace, I have been mentally sick for awhile now &' I deserve peace at last. for everyone contemplating I understand and feel you. I don't blame you for giving up, but remember life is what you make it. be delusional, chase ur dreams, live unapologetically no matter how shitty of cards you were dealt. be yourself :)

as far as my life is concerned, it's been a good one. I have no regrets.

thank you guys for helping me find a some what peaceful way to go <3 I really hope all of you guys find a reason to keep going. if not I'm glad you're finally at peace.
 
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Hangman.

Hangman.

Experienced
May 22, 2025
207
I wish you peace 🙏❤️
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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thank you for sharing your life story and your thoughts,
I am sorry that all this was done to you by people,
people are cruel,
I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace you desire ❤️‍🩹
 
sacrilegeofsouls

sacrilegeofsouls

New Member
Jun 14, 2026
1
It's unfair whats happened to you and I pray that justice is served. If I were to say anything I'd say I wouldn't let such people get to me I wouldn't end myself due to them I'd fight id get back at them even if it took all my heart because i had nothing left to lose anyway. But I totally understand where you're coming from you seem like a great person there's great things that await on the other side for you I hope. goodluck! May your soul be purified
 
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Jadeith

Warlock
Jan 14, 2025
734
Hope you'll find painless peace, no matter the path you choose.
 
iwkmsssb

iwkmsssb

what is it that i am?
Jun 8, 2026
110
i hope you find peace in whatever path you choose <3
 
da5ae5ae

da5ae5ae

Every existing thing is impermanent
Jun 9, 2026
20
Goodness me, that is so awful.

We see your strength and beauty. Rest in Peace <3
 

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