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EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
447
I know i did it lot of times but its just because if i succed, i would you guys know

Im really sorry, for all people suffering here i can really understand you
I love you Rosa ❤️❤️❤️ forever no matter what, if there is some kind of god i hope after death he can let you know all my thoughts, that all error i did was just because lack of education, i did lot of mistake but with good intention
 
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MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
1,231
i know it's rough for you so as long as the mods are ok with it, there are no issues. wish you the best.
 
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gulp

gulp

Member
May 21, 2023
60
sorry for all, man
 
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CW36

CW36

➕〰️➰
Jul 23, 2023
839
Best of luck Buddy.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,528
I hope you do for yourself whatever is best for you, and can find the peace you deserve, however you have to get it.
 
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toofargone6969

toofargone6969

Wandering
Apr 29, 2023
323
I'm sorry for the immense heartbreak and pain you've been through. You seem like a sensitive and thoughtful soul and I wish you didn't have this pain. I hope you can find peace no matter what.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,247
I'm sorry that life brought you to this point. I hope you find the strength you need, safe travels, may you find peace & freedom. Good luck!
 
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Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
896
I hope everything goes painlessly and well. Take care and enjoy peace at long last <3
 
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XdragonsoulX

XdragonsoulX

Vengeance Incarnate
Apr 13, 2022
166
Safe travels on your journey to the other side I hope you find eternal peace
 
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EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
447
Im the worst human possible, why i can't do it
 
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XdragonsoulX

XdragonsoulX

Vengeance Incarnate
Apr 13, 2022
166
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EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
447
My life is the worst mistake ever made, im really sorry Rosa, i really wish i had normal parents, a job, and no trauma when i meet you

I will never forgive this world for forcing me to live and not let me kms at 6, now she will remember me forever bad

This injustice sick world make me live all fucking trauma possible even sexual abuse as a child, of course i was full of hate and akward socialy when i meet her, no education and lived as hikikomori too
 
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front of me

front of me

Experienced
Aug 3, 2023
289
We are sorry
 
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Minsu

Mage
Jan 17, 2023
554
I don't know you, but I hope everything goes smoothly for you and hope you find peace 💕 we'll meet on the other side sooner or later
 
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F Sea

F Sea

Inside 🌊🌊🌊
Aug 9, 2023
170
Hello mate, you are not the worst human possible as you say evidently
Take your time. I wish you serenity on the path you decide to take.
 
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nessun_nome

Student
May 7, 2023
146
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EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
447
I don't believe that you are. If you want to write to me I'll chat it through with you from my perspective.
sure, feel free to send me a message

Are you italian?/ sei italiano?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,282
I find it so horrible how suicide is purposely made so unnecessarily difficult, it really should be easier to permanently escape from all the suffering. But anyway best wishes, it's so cruel how people suffer so much in this world.
 
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EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
447
20230816 173504

Fuck it hurts, i can't, whyyy i wasn't born in a normal family, im really sorry to all people had to interact with me, i didn't got a good education or a loving family, i did lot of small mistake like was silent and never laugh because of my trauma, i wish i had a normal life and be a normal person funny and extrovers, i can't why i had to meet her when i wasn't ready

I have to see her on social having a wonderful life not with me

Im really sorry Rosa, i only had good intention

I hope tonight is the night, fk this world for let me suffer this much and social worker didn't do their job
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

In somewhere else
Feb 28, 2023
1,543
I hope you don't suffer for much longer, good luck.
 
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jemetire

oh well
Jun 11, 2023
154
I'm so sorry what happened to you, I hope you find peace🙏
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,803
Best wishes for somehow finding your way through this maze of misery.
 
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bluebus

meet me at the back of the blue bus
Aug 5, 2023
426
I'm so sorry for all your pain. I wish I could take it away, as well as everyone else's here. I wish you the best of luck. Peace and love,
 
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AllFoxedOut

AllFoxedOut

Arcanist
Jun 7, 2023
472
you've been struggling with this for so long. I'm sorry. sending you hugs.
 
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SpaceBoyEvangef

SpaceBoyEvangef

"Gonna get you like a space boy!"
Aug 16, 2023
83
Best of luck to you.
 
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EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
447
Will try again now i think, i tried really everything at this point, talk to her and stuff

Im so sorry, i didn't want to force her to love me, i just even want to be friends at this point, but yeah she didn't want that too

Im really sorry for everyone, have to meet me online and ir, im the most failure possible, how i maneged to be hated like that by a good person like her
 
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nyapoka

nyapoka

talking to myself
Aug 16, 2023
46
Will try again now i think, i tried really everything at this point, talk to her and stuff

Im so sorry, i didn't want to force her to love me, i just even want to be friends at this point, but yeah she didn't want that too

Im really sorry for everyone, have to meet me online and ir, im the most failure possible, how i maneged to be hated like that by a good person like her
I wish you eternal peace. ive been reading your posts and they are heart breaking, im so sorry you had to suffer this life. and i hope you find peace that you deserve.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,858
Vry sry hpn, vry sry ppl do this no undrstnd each, know how feel this no u fault this species fault, hope peace
 
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AllFoxedOut

AllFoxedOut

Arcanist
Jun 7, 2023
472
Will try again now i think, i tried really everything at this point, talk to her and stuff

Im so sorry, i didn't want to force her to love me, i just even want to be friends at this point, but yeah she didn't want that too

Im really sorry for everyone, have to meet me online and ir, im the most failure possible, how i maneged to be hated like that by a good person like her
you've been nothing but a kind and thoughtful person to me, Ends. I'm grateful to have met you!
 
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