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Kingkelly

Mage
Dec 3, 2018
532
What were the side effects? Did you take a lot?
Severely contorted neck I took like 30 mg
It was awful. I wasn't alone long enough to take the sn
But there's no way you can die peacefully with a contorted neck
 
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wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,823
see you on the other side im going to end my life by hanging
 
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Rachel74

Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
1,716
Sending you peace ❤️
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
I'm either doing this is nembutal
 
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bluesky1972-2019

Specialist
May 21, 2019
377
If it is truly what you want and you are ready, I wish you the peace you are seeking. Safe travels. See you on the other side friend.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
Sending you love and light. May your journey be peaceful and we will be here for you. You won't be alone.
 
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milorddd

Member
Oct 9, 2019
62
Fuckkk I someone threw my meto away!! I was searching all night long the container that I put my SN in, I put it in my room in a air tight container but when I got home and checked the container was gone.
 
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hatelife

Experienced
Oct 13, 2019
269
This concerns me as I already have akathisia (which is making organizing an attempt very difficult). But I guess if it's just a stat dose beforehand I can suffer through it.
I took about 6, 10mg meto yesterday all in one try to test it out before I decide to go myself, and it did not give me this, it caused dizzines though.
A bit concerned yesterday though bc SN might not be as pleasent as amitriptyline OD That I did, bc I think SN will make me dizzy too and I did not like that feeling yesterday from the meto that I got 60mg. The time it takes might also be a problem for me, yesterday I was trying to vision what it would be like to take SN and it takes more time to work i think than what amitriptyline takes(took me 3 min to fall asleep), it made me think, I need a mantra when I do it
 
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trynacbt

Arcanist
Sep 28, 2019
476
I took about 6, 10mg meto yesterday all in one try to test it out before I decide to go myself, and it did not give me this, it caused dizzines though.
A bit concerned yesterday though bc SN might not be as pleasent as amitriptyline OD That I did, bc I think SN will make me dizzy too and I did not like that feeling yesterday from the meto that I got 60mg. The time it takes might also be a problem for me, yesterday I was trying to vision what it would be like to take SN and it takes more time to work i think than what amitriptyline takes(took me 3 min to fall asleep), it made me think, I need a mantra when I do it

I'm not sure how long it takes for amitriptyline to knock someone out, but I know that death can take up to 24h...
 
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hatelife

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I'm not sure how long it takes for amitriptyline to knock someone out, but I know that death can take up to 24h...
yeah thats the downside of that method I know..:/
 

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