WolfyPop487
Member
- Jun 7, 2026
- 8
I tried to cancel my appointment but couldn't. It's in 12 hours, but my suicide plan is in roughly 3-5 depending on when it counts as started. I can't sleep anyway.
If there were a guarantee that something productive would be done, I'd go. Right now, it's looking like I'll just be told to restart my medication. I also don't have anything going in regard to me being assessed for ADHD.
There are possibilities that are worse. They may offer to put me on a medication that I've tried or is in a class that hasn't worked for me.
Making this post has kinda argued me back into suicide. I just give up. People only ever hurt me. I'm waiting to see if I get a several thousand dollar uni scholarship; I'm putting in for leave if I don't get it. That makes 1.5 years of sitting in my room. I just want to die.
If there were a guarantee that something productive would be done, I'd go. Right now, it's looking like I'll just be told to restart my medication. I also don't have anything going in regard to me being assessed for ADHD.
There are possibilities that are worse. They may offer to put me on a medication that I've tried or is in a class that hasn't worked for me.
Making this post has kinda argued me back into suicide. I just give up. People only ever hurt me. I'm waiting to see if I get a several thousand dollar uni scholarship; I'm putting in for leave if I don't get it. That makes 1.5 years of sitting in my room. I just want to die.
