Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existing is so deeply undesirable to me.
No matter what I really will always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence and I'll always see existence as the most terrible mistake, all I could ever hope for is to never suffer again, I just want peace from all the suffering in this dreadful, futile existence and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so dreadful to me, existence is just a torturous burden that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, to exist means to suffer and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer in this existence that was so tragically imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of this evil existence.
I truly do just always suffer so much as a result of this evil existence that just tortures existing beings and the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing truly is endless, more than anything I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as the problem.

All that existence does is just cause endless harm, torture and suffering, there truly is just so much evil in existing, I wish and hope to erase this painful, deeply undesirable and harmful existence that just causes and brings endless amounts of cruelty and suffering, existence to me will just always be an abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so torturous and painful.
It truly is always so torturous and painful and I just wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, to suffer in this existence really is the most terrible abomination to me and as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to be gone.

I just wish for peace from the terrible mistake of existence, there's just so much suffering in existing and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again, all that existence does is just cause endless amounts of harm, cruelty and suffering, the suffering of existing really is endless, it's just all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in this painful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes all this pain and suffering.
This torturous, cruel existence truly does just cause all this pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful existence, as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I just wish for peace from the abomination of existence that just causes harm, existence truly is always the problem to me and there's just so much suffering in this dreadful existence, all I want is to be gone, I wish to erase this dreadful, torturous existence, as long as I exist I'll just hope for non-existence to solve everything for me, I just hope for peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really would just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence truly is an abomination and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just wish for peace from all the cruelty, pain and suffering of existing, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I just want to be free from this painful existence of unnecessary suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as such a terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to be gone from this painful, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just never would had chosen, I just want this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, all that existence does is just cause cruelty and suffering and I'd never wish to suffer at all, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is always so undesirable to me.
It truly is always so undesirable to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, deeply undesirable existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel and dreadful.

I just want to never suffer again and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake, I just want to be gone from this existence that just causes harm and suffering and there's just so much harm and suffering in existing, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

This torturous existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause so much harm and suffering, all I want is peace from this harmful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I really will just hope to never exist again, existence truly is the problem to me.

I find it the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed, existence really is an abomination to me, I just want to be gone from it, for me ceasing to exist is just all I see as positive in this existence so cruel that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, only in non-existence willI be at peace from the pain, suffering and torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is just always so dreadful to me.
No matter what I really will just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this torturous existence and for me non-existence is just all that's positive, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this painful, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake ever again.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this dreadful existence of torturous suffering, existence is just always a terrible mistake to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous existence I just never would had chosen that I just always saw as the most dreadful, terrible burden.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most cruel mistake to me.
It truly is just always the most cruel mistake to me that just causes endless amounts of harm and suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, torturous existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just hope to be free from this dreadful, futile and deeply undesirable existence of unnecessary suffering, all I want is to be gone, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence and I'll always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it, all I want is peace from the terrible, tragic mistake of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering and I just wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, I'll always see existence as the problem.

All that existence does is just cause all this suffering all for the sake of it, this existence will just always be the most terrible mistake to me, I just want to erase this torturous existence that just causes harm and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, painful existence and there's just so much suffering in this existence that I just never would had chosen, to suffer in this existence will just always be so dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always be the problem to me.
It truly will always be the problem to me and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful, torturous and cruel I just always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake.

To be permanently free from this existence of unnecessary suffering is just all I see as desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything, this existence I always saw as the true problem should just never had been imposed at all and there's just so much suffering in existing, the existence of life will always be the most terrible, devastating tragedy to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting for death.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just waiting to die, it's just futile unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

Never existing would had saved me from so much suffering in this existence so torturous and unnecessary that I just never would had chosen, for me only never suffering at all is true perfection, I just wish and hope for the peace of non-existence where the abomination of existence is all gone and forgotten with no more pain and no more suffering.