Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful and torturous to me.
I truly will always see it as so dreadful and torturous to suffer in this painful, evil existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, torturous abomination of existence I just always saw as a mistake that just harms and tortures existing beings and the suffering and cruelty of this existence is endless. It's just all so evil, there's just so much suffering in existing, I'll always see it as the most cruel, devastating tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this dreadful suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible suffering in this torturous existence.
There truly is so much terrible, dreadful suffering in this torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and as long as I exist I'll only hope for true permanent peace from it all, I just want to never suffer ever again and the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing is endless with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all that existence does is just torture existing beings.

I just hope to be permanently free from the terrible abomination of existence, only non-existence can bring me any relief from the terrible, dreadful suffering of existing where every second existing beings are tortured in agony.