Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I truly will always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, cruel existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence so dreadful, I just want peace from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I just hope and wish to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me, for me non-existence would be the positive solution to find peace from all future unnecessary suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as the problem, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence where all is forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer.
I truly will only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this dreadful, futile existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence truly is always an abomination to me and I'd never wish for any of the pain and suffering this torturous existence brings rather all I want is to be gone.

I just hope for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this terrible, dreadful existence, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I just always saw as such a cruel mistake, for me peace could only lie in being permanently unconscious of this painful, dreadful existence of unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this torturous existence.
No matter what I really would just never want to suffer in this torturous existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just want some peace from this dreadful, cruel existence of suffering all for the sake of it that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

Existence is just always the problem to me and I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, I just want to never suffer again, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, futile existence that I just never would had chosen, non-existence really is all that's positive for me, in this existence so dreadful only non-existence can solve everything for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to not exist.
No matter what I really will always and only hope to not exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so torturous and dreadful that I just always saw as the most cruel mistake causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing.

As long as I exist I really will just hope for true permanent peace from the pain and suffering of existing and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence truly is always an abomination to me which is why the peace of non-existence is just all I could ever hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I want is to erase this torturous, dreadful existence.
To permanently erase this torturous, dreadful and cruel existence truly is all I could hope for, all I want is some peace from the pain and suffering of this existence I just always saw as the most terrible cruel mistake.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious no longer burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible abomination, in this existence so torturous that I just never would had chosen non-existence is just the only relief for me, I just want this existence to be all erased, gone and forgotten for me, I just hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will just always be an abomination to me.
It truly will always be the most dreadful, cruel abomination to me that just causes all this futile, unnecessary suffering and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous existence.

For me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence so dreadful that I just never would had chosen that only ever brought so much pain and suffering, to suffer in this existence is something so deeply undesirable and terrible to me, all that this existence ever does is just cause harm and suffering and it's suffering only non-existence can ever take away for me, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering torturing existing beings all for the sake of it and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence.

All I could hope for is to be gone, in this existence so dreadful and torturous only non-existence can solve everything for me, for me non-existence would be the positive solution to escape from the pain, suffering and torture of existing, all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again and I'll only be at peace from all the pain and suffering in non-existence where all is gone and forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always just be waiting to die to me.
It truly is just always waiting to die to me, it's just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence that I just never would had chosen rather all I want is some peace, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the dreadful, futile abomination of existence that just tortures existing beings. I really could never see a point to any of this, it's just pain and suffering all for the sake of it and I just suffer so much as a result of this painful, deeply undesirable existence that to me will always just be waiting to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

For this existence to be all gone and forgotten is all I could hope for.
It truly is all I could hope for and as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish to erase this painful, deeply undesirable existence so it's like I never suffered at all, to be permanently at peace from all pain and suffering truly is all I could ever wish for and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is peace from the suffering of existing, I just want to never suffer again and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just the most terrible, cruel abomination.
It truly is an abomination to me and it's one that just causes endless amounts of cruelty, harm and suffering torturing existing beings all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish for this evil, dreadful existence rather all I want is to permanently cease existing.

I just want all to be gone for me with the abomination of existence that just harms existing beings finally all forgotten about, to exist means to suffer and I just always suffer so unbearably as a result of the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence, all I want is to cease existing and never suffer again, I just wish to erase this existence that just causes endless amounts of suffering, cruelty and torture.

 

[Baisley]

I feel so bad that you're suffering. Hopefully you will find peace eventually.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace.
I truly will only be at peace from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence once I no longer exist, to suffer in this existence is just always something so dreadful to me and I wish I never had to suffer at all, I'll just always see it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this harm, suffering and cruelty, all I've ever hoped for is true permanent peace from all the pain and suffering, I just want some peace, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this torturous, futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of this torturous existence.
I truly do just always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel, dreadful and terrible and I wish I never had to suffer, to suffer in this painful, deeply undesirable existence is just always an abomination to me and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is some peace.

I just hope for this dreadful, cruel existence to be all gone and forgotten for me in non-existence, to suffer is always so torturous to me and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I'll always see existence as the most terrible cruel mistake that just causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so dreadful.
No matter what I really will just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, futile existence rather all I want is peace, I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist, all I want is peace, all I want is to never suffer again and I'll just always see this existence as only suffering, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake that just causes harm and suffering and it truly is just all so dreadful to me, I wish I never suffered in this painful, cruel existence more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me.
It really will always be an abomination to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, in this existence so harmful, cruel and torturous non-existence is just the only peace for me, existence will always be such a dreadful mistake to me and it's one that just causes endless amounts of suffering, cruelty and torture.

I wish to erase this existence, all I could ever hope for is to never suffer again and finally be free from this dreadful abomination that just caused me to suffer so unnecessarily and the suffering of existing is endless, it's all so terrible.

 

[FuneralCry]

To be gone is all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this existence so torturous and cruel that I just always saw as a mistake, to be at peace is all I could ever hope for and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and there's just so much suffering in this painful, deeply undesirable existence that only ever caused me to suffer and I'll just always find it so painful to suffer in this terrible, futile existence that I just never would had chosen, for me non-existence truly is all I see as positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for true peace.
No matter what the true peace of non-existence where all is forgotten and there is no more suffering truly is all I could hope for, I just want to be free from this torturous existence I just always saw as such a terrible, dreadful mistake and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just want all to be gone for me in the peace of non-existence, for me ceasing to exist would be the positive solution to escape from the suffering and cruelty of this painful, deeply undesirable existence that only ever caused me to suffer so much, I just want peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me.
It truly is always the most terrible mistake to me and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer in this existence I just always saw as the problem, to me existence truly is an abomination and it's one that just causes all this cruelty, suffering and torture all for the sake of it, I'll just always see existence as the problem.

All I want is to be at peace from it all, I just want to never suffer again and I just suffer so much as a result of the mistake of existence, I just always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful existence, I just want all to be gone for me, I'll always see existence as the problem that just causes so much pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does cause so much harm and suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace from the terrible mistake of existence and for me non-existence is just the only relief, all I want is to be free from all pain and suffering, I just want to never suffer again.

I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, all that existence has ever done is caused so much pain all for the sake of it and it's just all so cruel, dreadful and terrible to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes me to suffer.
It truly does only ever cause me to suffer and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence, to me no matter what it'll always be an abomination to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so dreadful I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, all I want is peace from it all, I'll just always see it as such a terrible abomination to be burdened with this existence and I just wish I never suffered at all in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as the problem, all I want is for non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for and I just always find it so dreadful to exist, for me ceasing to exist would be the positive solution to finally be at peace from this torturous existence that just caused me to suffer that I'm just always so tired of, all I want is to never wake again, for me non-existence truly is all I could ever see as desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for true peace.
No matter what the true peace of non-existence is just all I could hope for, all I want is peace from the terrible mistake of existence that just causes harm and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this futile, painful and deeply undesirable existence, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just wish to be free from this dreadful, cruel existence that just caused me to suffer and I just always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, I just want to never exist again, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful existence.
I truly do just always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

As long as I exist I really will just hope to be permanently at peace from the terrible, torturous abomination of existence and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone, in this existence where there's all this endless cruelty and suffering only non-existence could ever be positive for me, I just want to never suffer ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much suffering in this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as such a cruel, terrible mistake and I'd just never wish for any of this, I'll just always see this existence as the most dreadful abomination that just causes harm and suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing.

Existence to me will just always be the most terrible mistake that just harms and tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always see existence as the problem, I just always suffer as a result of this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence, to exist truly does mean to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

This torturous existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause so much terrible, dreadful harm and suffering torturing existing beings and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's just all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone, I just wish to be free from the suffering, torture and cruelty of this painful, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, I just wish for this existence to be all forgotten and gone, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, I'd just never wish for this torturous existence that just causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope for true permanent peace.
No matter what true peace from this terrible, torturous existence truly is all I could hope for and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this painful, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and for me non-existence is just the only peace.

All I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I just always suffer so much from how I cannot just find true peace from this existence, I just always suffer from being so cruelly denied the option to just never exist again, I just hope to erase this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is just all I could see as desirable.
In this world so horrific, cruel and dreadful to permanently cease existing truly is all I could ever see as desirable, all I want is to never suffer in this existence I just always saw as an abomination ever again and there's just so much evil in existing, it's all so terrible and torturous to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, all I want is to erase this terrible, torturous, cruel and dreadful existence, I'll just always see it as the most terrible mistake to exist, there's just so much evil in existing, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless amounts of suffering.
It truly does just cause endless amounts of harm, cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible cruel existence, as long as I exist I really will just wish to be gone.

I just wish for peace from this painful existence that just causes all this endless suffering, cruelty and torture all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so dreadful and terrible that only ever caused me to suffer and there is just no limit as to how much one can be tortured in this painful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this cruel, torturous existence.
No matter what all I could ever wish and hope for is to erase this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence, all I want is for it to be like I never suffered at all and the suffering or existing is endless, it's just all so dreadful and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone, existence to me is always an abomination, there's just so much evil, suffering and cruelty in existing, I just want this existence to be all erased for me and there's just so much pain, suffering and torture in existing, every second I find it so torturous to suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake that just causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always be the most cruel mistake to me.
It truly will always be the most cruel mistake to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence.

All I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief from the terrible mistake of existence and there's just so much cruelty, suffering and pain in existing, it really is all so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, the fact that this dreadful, cruel existence was imposed at all really is the most terrible tragedy to me and I always suffer so much as a result of the mistake of existence.