Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this torturous, cruel existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer ever again.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, I just hope and wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me and I'd just never wish for this torturous, cruel existence where I suffer so unnecessarily, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so dreadful that I never would had chosen.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as positive, all I hope for is no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all just so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is some peace from the suffering of existing.