Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so dreadful and futile that I always saw as a mistake.

I just wish and hope for non-existence, I just want to never exist again and there's just so much suffering in existing, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for, I just want peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so futile.
It truly is so futile, it's just unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from being burdened with this cruel, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake. All I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there'a just so much suffering in this existence I never would had chosen, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so futile, all I want is to be permanently at peace with all finally forgotten.