Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
I really will just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence rather all I want is peace, I just want to be gone.

I just want to never exist again and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's all so cruel and I'd never wish for any of this suffering, I just want to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope and wish for is true peace.

 

[Strangerdanger7]

Ever looked at things and said, ' Injustices manage to occur, can you live with it?'. They hated Jesus for speaking the truth, just like they hate you for speaking the truth. We're here to vent. This is probably the only place where we can vent freely, without judgment. The one place where we can have a bad day, and everybody will understand. Not too many places where you can say life sucks. Not too many places where you can be enlightened and say death with dignity should be the law of the land. There's no point in the discrimination that's occurring in this country, especially towards people with disabilities. If we don't speak up, then people will speak up for us, and they'll bring back asylum. We saw how that ended.
We can see the end result when people attempt to silence your voice and decide that they know better about your care than you know for yourself, or a doctor cannot effectively treat you, because death with dignity is not the law of the land, and that may be the most effective option for people in all cases, not just for the terminally ill.
I'm speaking out about the injustices that occur in this country every day. I've had a terrible week, so I need to vent. Two questions to ask yourself are whether it is manageable and whether you can live with it.
God bless Switzerland, where there truly is freedom. A safety net, including a death with dignity safety net for their citizens and foreigners, a country where you can say anything, and there is no judgment. A country that has decriminalized dying. Something we desperately need to do in this country. Their country has a solution for these tragedies, and we do not. I, for one, would rather have that safety net and never need it than not have it when I need it and it's not there. We are not enlightened, but hopefully someday we will be. Too much discrimination and injustice continue to occur in this country. It's discrimination in this country that they are deciding who deserves to die with dignity and who does not. This option should not be exclusive to the privileged few. These laws really need to change for the benefit of all citizens. Because it does not benefit us if we have no safety net when we need it. Sorry, that's my rant for this morning.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered, in this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful that I never would had chosen non-existence is just the only peace for me and I'd never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is to be gone.

I just hope for non-existence to bring me peace from the dreadful and cruel abomination of existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

So tired of this cruel existence.
I truly am always so tired of this cruel existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone, I just want to never exist again.

I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable, I just want to be gone, I just want peace from this cruel, futile existence that I never would had chosen that I always saw as a mistake and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so undesirable to me.
It truly is always so undesirable to me and I wish I never had to suffer in this cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from being burdened with this deeply undesirable, cruel and painful existence.

All I want is peace from all the suffering and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious with all gone and forgotten, I just want some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as the most dreadful, cruel mistake that just causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much suffering in existing and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's just all so cruel and I wish I never existed more than anything, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see it as so terrible and dreadful to exist, as long as I exist I really will just hope for the peace of non-existence, I hope for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, no matter what I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want all to be forgotten for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
I truly am just always wishing to erase this existence and I wish I never had to suffer, I want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I just want to be permanently unconscious with no more pain and no more suffering.

I just always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful existence, it's just all so cruel and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so undesirable to me.
No matter what I really will always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish for peace.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so torturous I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to never suffer again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'll always find it so undesirable to exist, all I want is to be gone, I wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace from all pain and suffering.
It truly is the only peace for me and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable in this cruel existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

I just want to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this cruel, futile existence I never would had chosen, for me existence is just always the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from, I just want peace from all suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only wishing for non-existence.
No matter what I really could only ever wish for non-existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from existing.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I see as desirable, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering, I wish for all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's all so dreadful, I just want some peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to escape from all suffering.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to permanently escape from all futile suffering, I just wish for peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so cruel and torturous that I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is just the only relief.

I'd never wish for the pain and suffering of existing, only non-existence can bring me the peace and safety from suffering I search for and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless amounts of suffering.
It truly does just cause endless amounts of suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, futile existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence.

I just always suffer so much as a result of this harmful existence, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and is the only relief for me, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence that just causes endless amounts of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
No matter what I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel existence, all I want is some peace, I just hope and wish to be gone.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful, cruel and terrible and as long as I exist I'll just hope for the peace of non-existence, I wish for peace from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can bring me relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence, I just want some peace from it all and only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so torturous and terrible and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, I really will always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this deeply undesirable, cruel existence that just caused me to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always just be suffering to me.
No matter what existing really will always be just suffering to me and I'd never wish to suffer in this cruel, torturous and painful existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing.

It's suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief from and I'd never wish for any of this, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel and dreadful that I never would had chosen, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be gone.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to be gone and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief, I just want non-existence to bring me peace from this existence so cruel and dreadful I just always saw as a mistake.

I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I really will just hope to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this torturous, cruel existence that I just never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this dreadful, cruel existence that just brought so much pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It really is always the problem to me and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death and as long as I exist I really will just hope for peace.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel, dreadful and terrible and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to peacefully cease existing, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence, I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence.
I really am just always so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence and I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone, I just wish to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just hope and wish for some peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
I really will always see it as an abomination to exist and I'd never wish to exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace from suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just hope to be gone.

I'll always see existence as the problem and I'd never wish for this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering rather all I want is to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful that I never would had chosen, existence really will always feel like a mistake to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just an unnecessary harm.
It truly is an unnecessary harm and I wish I never had to suffer, I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering, I just want some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer in this harmful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing this existence was never imposed.
I truly do always wish this existence was never imposed and I just always suffer so much because it was as all I want is to never suffer in this cruel, futile existence ever again, I just hope and wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so dreadful and terrible and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone, I just wish for peace from the abomination of existence and I wish I never had to suffer more than anything in this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
No matter what I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I never had to exist, I just want peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief.

I just hope to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this futile, cruel existence I never would had chosen, all I want is to be gone, I'd never wish for this dreadful existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does cause harm and suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what, all I want is peace, I just want to be gone, I'll always see it as a dreadful, torturous abomination to exist.

It's only non-existence can bring me peace from, to me existing really will always be only suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and dreadful and as long as I exist I'll just wish for peace, I wish for no more suffering, I just hope and wish to never exist again, only non-existence can bring me any relief.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so cruel.
It truly is so cruel and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, torturous existence, all I want is peace and I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious no longer burdened with this existence and for me non-existence is just the only relief.

Only in non-existence will I be free from all suffering in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and I suffer simply from existing, I just want peace from this cruel, torturous existence, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me with no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing the peace of non-existence as desirable.
No matter what I really could only ever see the peace of non-existence as desirable and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence, for me non-existence is all that's positive and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I just hope to be gone, I just wish for peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous existence I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer

 

[FuneralCry]

Feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this torturous existence and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake, I just want peace from all the suffering, for me only non-existence could ever be positive, I just hope and wish for no more suffering, I just want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never suffer again.
I really could only hope to never suffer again and I wish I never suffered in this cruel existence more than anything, all I want is peace and I'll just only be at peace when this existence is all gone and forgotten.

I wish I could erase this existence as non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just wish to be permanently free from all suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief from and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for peace.
No matter what some peace really is all I could hope for and I wish that I never had to suffer, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just wish for no more suffering.

I just hope and wish to be gone and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to be free from it all, I just want to never exist again, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, all I could ever hope for is no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering and harm.
It truly does just cause suffering and harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I always suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence, it's all so dreadful and all I want is to be gone from it all.

I wish and hope for peace from the terrible, cruel mistake of existence that just caused me to suffer, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, existence is just always the problem for me and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I'd never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want all to be gone and forgotten about.

I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm free from this dreadful, torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it, I just want to not exist, I just wish to never exist again and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I just want to be permanently free from this existence I never would had chosen.