Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting to die.
No matter what I really will always see existing as waiting to die and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence, I could never see a point to any of this, it's just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, cruel existence that to me will always be waiting to die and I suffer simply from existing, it really is just all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll just wish for the peace that only non-existence can bring me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to exist.
I truly will always find it so torturous to exist and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious no longer burdened with this cruel, painful existence that I never would had chosen.

I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous existence, all I want is to be gone from it all, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence I never would had chosen that just caused so much pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for the peace of non-existence.
It truly is all I could hope and wish for and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, I wish for no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered for so long.

I'd just never wish to suffer rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious no longer suffering in this existence, all I want is to be gone, I wish for peace from all the suffering and for me non-existence is just the only peace, I'll always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
I really would never want to suffer in this existence and I just wish I never existed more than anything, I'd just never wish for this existence that causes and brings all this suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer so much as a result of existing.

It's just all so cruel and dreadful and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I just never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just want to be gone and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just the only peace and as long as I exist I'll just hope for non-existence to solve everything for me.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's just all so cruel, terrible and dreadful and I'd never wish to exist at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as an unnecessary harm.
No matter what I really will always see existence as an unnecessary harm and it's one that just causes pain and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I really will always find it so torturous to exist and I wish this existence was never imposed more than anything, I just want to be gone.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so terrible and dreadful that just caused so much pain and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is true peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious with no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
I truly would never want to suffer in this existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'd never wish for the pain of existing, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer in this torturous existence again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, all I want is to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, I just want peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this existence so cruel and dreadful and I'd never wish to suffer rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only relief, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

I'll always see this existence as just being suffering, all I want is to be free from it all, I wish for no more pain, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather I just hope for true peace, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I just want non-existence to solve everything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this dreadful, cruel existence, I just wish and hope for peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist.

For me non-existence is just all I see as desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just wish this existence was never imposed, I never should had been burdened with this existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[Hotsackage]

helllllooooooooo

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel and as long as I exist I truly will just hope to be gone.

I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, painful and torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all I hope for is peace, I just want to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and is all that can bring me any peace from this existence I'm always so tired of that just caused me to suffer and I suffer as a result of existing.

 

[_Itiswhatitis_]

Just ignore this, this is just a thread to write down how I feel, I don't want to upset anyone, I'm just suffering
1) I'm not meant for existing
This is the way I've always felt, I'm not meant for something as cruel, futile and torturous as having the ability to exist, human existence has always been such a burden to me, it's a terrible and harmful burden that causes nothing but me pain. It's always been a struggle existing as a conscious being destined to suffer endlessly with no limit as to how much agony I can feel, it's just not for me, I never should have existed at all and more than anything I wish I never did.

Only the peace that non-existence can bring appeals to me, I wish to die but only never existing is true perfection, it'd be such a relief for me to die as this existence I was never meant for just torments me and I find it so hellish how painless suicide methods aren't accessible for me. if I could die painlessly I'd be long gone from this existence I was never meant for, only death can bring me peace. In my case I wouldn't want to exist under any circumstance as what I have a problem with is existence itself, I'm just not meant for it and I find it tragic how I have to exist when instead I could be at peace for all eternity, my existence is just meaningless suffering all for no reason and no purpose, I'm not meant to suffer, I'm only meant for the peace of eternal nothingness.

It's my addictions that has had me feeling the way you've described and ofcourse some of my choices also. i've been over living for a very many years now and don't see life ever really being consistently worth living

i hope you find the peace youre looking for

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I never existed, I'd just never wish to suffer rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the abomination of existence.

I just want to be gone, I just want to never exist again and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I wish I never had to suffer more than anything, I wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be safe from suffering.
I really will only be safe from suffering in non-existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and dreadful and as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to be gone.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, I just hope for permanent peace and safety from all suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to be gone from it all, I just hope to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence.
I really am just always so tired of suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I wish I never had to suffer.

I'd never wish for the suffering of this cruel existence rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, I just want some peace and for me non-existence is just the only relief.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
No matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, it's just all so cruel and terrible and I wish I never existed more than anything.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous I never would had chosen, I just wish to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I really will always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence, I just want some peace, I wish for peace from this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in eternal sleep will I be at peace.
It truly is the only peace for me and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous, dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again and I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this cruel, deeply undesirable existence I never would had chosen and never would had wished for that just caused me to suffer and I'll always see existence as the problem, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and finally bring me peace from the abomination of existence and I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous existence more than anything.

I just want some peace, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me, existence to me is always the problem and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, I just want to be gone, I just want the peace of non-existence and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I never would had chosen that only caused me to suffer and I suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again.

I just wish for peace from the pain and suffering of this torturous, deeply undesirable existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have a death like never waking again so finally I can be free from the burden of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
I truly will just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, for me non-existence is just the only peace, it's all I hope for and is all I see as desirable.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this cruel, torturous existence, I just hope and wish to be free from it all, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the abomination of existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it torturous to exist.
I really will just always find it so torturous to exist, I'll always see existence as an abomination, for me existence itself is the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and bring me relief from.

I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in this dreadful existence that I never would had chosen, as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace from the torturous, cruel burden of existence that I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this torturous, cruel existence.
I really would never want to suffer in this torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I just want some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel.

I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me and I'll always prefer to not exist, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as a mistake that just causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I wish I never existed.

I just wish for peace from this torturous, dreadful existence I never would had chosen and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I just hope and wish to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this futile existence that just causes harm and suffering, I just want to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wish to erase this existence.
I truly do always wish to erase this existence so that there is no more pain and no more suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of existing, I just want peace from it all, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence and I'll always prefer to not exist.

For me non-existence is just the only relief, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from and I just wish that more than anything I never had to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.
I really will always see it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this, I just want non-existence, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this deeply undesirable existence of unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

It feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer rather all I want is some peace, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this dreadful, cruel existence.

I just want to never suffer again and for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so undesirable, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and it always just feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to exist.
No matter what I really will just always find it so torturous to exist and I wish I never had to suffer more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I just want some peace, I just wish for all to be gone for me in non-existence, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want peace from it all and for me non-existence is just the only peace, I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for all to be forgotten for me.
No matter what all I could hope is for all to be forgotten for me, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, I just want to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and it feels like I've suffered for so long.

I really will only be at peace in non-existence, I just want all to be forgotten with no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just want to never exist again and for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as an abomination to exist.
No matter what I really will always see it as an abomination to exist and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I just hope and wish to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I just wish for peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as just bring suffering.