Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me.
It truly is always so dreadful to me and I'd never wish to suffer in this cruel existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

It's all so dreadful and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence I never would had chosen, for me non-existence truly is the only relief in this existence that just caused me to suffer and there's just so much suffering in this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as an abomination.
No matter what I really will always see existence as an abomination and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, I just hope and wish to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and dreadful and as long as I exist I'll just wish for peace.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I just want to never suffer again and I just always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable.

I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's just all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone, for me non-existence is the only peace and I'll always prefer to not exist, I wish and hope to never suffer again and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting for death.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just waiting for death and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I always suffer so much as a result of this cruel, futile existence I just always saw as a mistake, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and as long I exist I'll just hope foe peace from the pain of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I could see as desirable.
It truly is all I could see as desirable and I just wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, I'd never wish to suffer in this torturous existence rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm free from the burden of existing, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I just want all to be gone for me, I just want the peace of non-existence and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this harmful, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence.
I really am just always so tired of suffering in this cruel, painful existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I just always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence I never would had chosen, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I wish I never had to exist, I just want to never wake again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's just all so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer.
I really will never want to suffer in this torturous existence and I wish I never existed more than anything, I just want to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I never would had chosen.

I just hope and wish to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and terrible and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence where all is gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
No matter what I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just hope and wish to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and no more pain.

I'll just always find it so painful to exist, I just want some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, I just hope to be gone, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious of this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I suffer simply from existing, it's just so cruel and terrible and I wish I never existed more than anything.

 

[Hotsackage]

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[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as a mistake.
No matter what I really will always see existence as a mistake and it's one that just causes endless amounts of harm and suffering and no matter what I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer, all I want is to be gone, I just want some peace from the terrible, tragic mistake of existence and I suffer simply from existing, I just want to never exist again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to be free from it all, existence to me really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve, I just hope to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
It truly is the problem to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, I just want some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the pain, cruelty and suffering of existing.

I just hope to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and for me non-existence is just the only relief, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace.

I just want to never suffer again and I just always suffer as a result of being burdened with this cruel existence and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so terrible and dreadful and as long as I exist I'll only hope to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous existence, all I want is peace, I just want to be gone, I wish for no more suffering.

I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so dreadful that I just never would had chosen that I always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering.
It truly does just cause suffering and no matter what I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous existence, I just hope to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I just always suffer as a result of existing.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence, for me all that could ever be positive is being permanently at peace from all pain and suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering to me.
It truly will always be only suffering to me and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish for peace from the pain of existing.

I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief from, I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it and for me non-existence is just the only relief, I wish for no more suffering, I just wish for peace from the pain and suffering of this torturous, undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me only non-existence could ever be positive.
It truly is all that's positive for me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this futile, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me only non-existence could ever be desirable and only non-existence can bring me peace from the terrible, torturous abomination of existence that just caused me to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this dreadful existence.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer in this terrible, dreadful and torturous existence rather all I want is peace.

I just want to be gone, I just want non-existence to bring me the relief I search for from the abomination of existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from suffering, I just want to never suffer again, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty and suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much suffering and cruelty in existing and it's all so dreadful, terrible and painful, I just wish I never existed more than anything and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

I just want peace from it all and I just want to never suffer again, only non-existence can bring me any relief, I just wish to be free from this harmful, painful existence that causes and brings endless amounts of suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer so much as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to exist.
I really will always find it so dreadful to exist and I'd never wish to suffer in this torturous existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I just wish for peace and I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently free from this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I just hope for no more suffering, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel that I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer and I always suffer as a result of this dreadful existence, for me non-existence really is the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is peace and for me non-existence just the only peace, it's just so dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing.

I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from and I wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence really is all I see as desirable and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, all I want is to be gone from it all, I just hope and wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently free from the dreadful, cruel abomination of existence, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

There's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's just all so cruel and I wish I never existed more than anything, I wish for no more suffering, I just want all to be forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
I truly would never want to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just want peace from this dreadful existence that was so tragically imposed, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I just want to be gone, I wish for peace from the pain of existing, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll always prefer to not exist.
I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I just wish I never had to suffer, I'd never wish for this torturous, cruel existence rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is all that can bring me peace and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for any of this.
I really would never wish for any of this suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this painful, deeply undesirable and torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'd never wish to suffer and there's just so much suffering in this existence, it's all so dreadful and cruel and as long as I exist I'll just hope for non-existence, I just want all to be gone for me with no more suffering.