Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing to cease existing.
No matter what all I could ever hope and wish for is to cease existing, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful, torturous existence as only suffering, I always suffer so much as a result of existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering, all I could hope for is to be gone, I just want to be free from it all and never suffer again and I'll always see this deeply undesirable, futile and painful existence as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from and I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace from all suffering.
It truly is the only peace for me and I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, it's all so terrible to me and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence I never would had chosen, in this existence that just causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for non-existence truly is the only peace and relief for me.

 

[Lost Wife]

I get it. I feel so tired all the fucking time of having to do the stupid meaningless "dance" when I get up in the morning. Apart from my dog, I don't have anyone anymore who would even miss me. I hate when my alarm clock goes off in the morning, because I'm hung over but I have to go to work so I won't be homeless. I don't know why I have to be here, like really who cares? I can't see the point anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence is just all I could hope for.
It truly is all I hope for and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so torturous and cruel, all I want is to be gone, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and there's just so much suffering in this existence I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer, all I want is peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to be gone, I just want peace from the abomination of existence and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer, for me non-existence is the only relief, it's all I could hope for, I wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to exist and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, futile and dreadful existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and is all I see as desirable in this existence of endless suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible to me and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence, I just always find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence truly is the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for non-existence.
No matter what non-existence truly is all I could ever hope for and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence, my wish to die is a response to existence itself.

I'll just always see existence as the true problem, all that existence does is just cause harm and suffering torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake rather all I want is true peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so dreadful, all I want is to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never suffer again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never suffer again, I just want peace from this existence so torturous and dreadful that I always saw as a mistake and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence I always saw as only suffering.

I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I never would had chosen that just causes and brought so much pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I see as desirable.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I wish to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all, all I want is peace from all the suffering and I'll always see this torturous, dreadful existence as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this harmful, dreadful and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and I just always find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this dreadful, torturous existence as only suffering, for me non-existence really is just the only peace from this existence I never would had chosen that only caused me to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really would just never want to suffer in this existence and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this torturous, futile and deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake.

In this existence so harmful and dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and I'd just never wish for any of this, for me non-existence truly is the only relief in this existence I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for eternal sleep.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is eternal sleep, I just want to never suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence ever again, in this existence so torturous and dreadful for me non-existence is just the only peace and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always see existence as a mistake and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, I just hope to never suffer again and I'll always see this cruel existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is eternal sleep and for me non-existence is just the only relief.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'd never wish to suffer in this torturous, futile existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this existence as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I hope for is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just wishing for no more suffering.
No matter what all I could hope for is no more suffering, I just want to never suffer in this cruel, torturous existence ever again and it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long, it's all so dreadful and terrible.

I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, all I want is to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous, cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really will always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so dreadful and torturous.

All I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I always saw as a mistake, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from and I'd just never wish for this dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from suffering, I wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this deeply undesirable, painful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

To be at peace is all I hope for.
It truly is all I hope for and as long as I exist I'll just hope for the peace of non-existence, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this dreadful, torturous existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's all so terrible and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I just never should had been burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering I always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and for me non-existence is just all I look forward to, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much pain and suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only looking forward to the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence truly is all I could wish for and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this futile, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence that just causes and brings all this suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief, it's all I see as positive, no matter what the peace of non-existence really is all I see as desirable in this torturous existence of endless suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from being burdened with this deeply undesirable, cruel existence.

For me existence truly is an abomination and it's one that just causes harm and suffering and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I always find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace from this torturous existence where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me peace.

All I want is to be gone, I wish for no more suffering, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous and dreadful that I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, I just want non-existence to bring me the peace I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so cruel I always saw as a mistake non-existence really is all I see as desirable and is the only peace for me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

All I want is peace from the pain and suffering and there's just so much suffering in existing, I'm always so tired of it all, as long as I exist I truly will just hope and wish to never wake again, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from this existence that just caused me to suffer and I'll always see this dreadful, cruel existence as only suffering no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for non-existence.
No matter what non-existence truly is all I could hope for and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this deeply undesirable, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I see as positive.

I just hope to be free from all the suffering in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, I just want non-existence to bring me the peace I search for and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently to finally escape from the suffering of existing and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I could hope for.
It truly is all I could hope for and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, all I want is peace from it all.

I just want to be gone, I'll only be at peace once I never suffer again in this existence that only ever caused pain and I'll always find it so painful to suffer in this cruel, futile and deeply undesirable existence that I never would had chosen that just caused and brought so much suffering.