Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing to cease existing.
No matter what all I could ever hope and wish for is to cease existing, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful, torturous existence as only suffering, I always suffer so much as a result of existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering, all I could hope for is to be gone, I just want to be free from it all and never suffer again and I'll always see this deeply undesirable, futile and painful existence as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from and I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace from all suffering.
It truly is the only peace for me and I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, it's all so terrible to me and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence I never would had chosen, in this existence that just causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for non-existence truly is the only peace and relief for me.

 

[Lost Wife]

I get it. I feel so tired all the fucking time of having to do the stupid meaningless "dance" when I get up in the morning. Apart from my dog, I don't have anyone anymore who would even miss me. I hate when my alarm clock goes off in the morning, because I'm hung over but I have to go to work so I won't be homeless. I don't know why I have to be here, like really who cares? I can't see the point anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence is just all I could hope for.
It truly is all I hope for and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so torturous and cruel, all I want is to be gone, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and there's just so much suffering in this existence I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer, all I want is peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to be gone, I just want peace from the abomination of existence and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer, for me non-existence is the only relief, it's all I could hope for, I wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to exist and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, futile and dreadful existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and is all I see as desirable in this existence of endless suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible to me and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence, I just always find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence truly is the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for non-existence.
No matter what non-existence truly is all I could ever hope for and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence, my wish to die is a response to existence itself.

I'll just always see existence as the true problem, all that existence does is just cause harm and suffering torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake rather all I want is true peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so dreadful, all I want is to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never suffer again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never suffer again, I just want peace from this existence so torturous and dreadful that I always saw as a mistake and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence I always saw as only suffering.

I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I never would had chosen that just causes and brought so much pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I see as desirable.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I wish to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all, all I want is peace from all the suffering and I'll always see this torturous, dreadful existence as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from.