Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering all for the sake of it.
It truly does just cause suffering all for the sake of it and I always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, cruel existence I never would had chosen, it's all just so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence that just causes and brings all this suffering and I suffer simply from existing, there's just so much suffering in existing and I find it the most cruel, terrible tragedy how this torturous existence was imposed causing and bringing all this suffering as a result and I'll just always see it as the most torturous, terrible burden to exist.

I really would never wish for any of this, all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence, I just want peace from suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish to never suffer again, I just wish for non-existence to finally bring me relief from this dreadful existence I never would had chosen that only ever caused me to suffer and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered in this existence I just always saw as such a cruel mistake more than anything.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I see as desirable in this dreadful existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I'm always so tired of, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to never exist again.

I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence but of course all the suffering of this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence just continues and I wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and torture only non-existence can bring me peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm finally free from this existence I'm always so tired of that just causes and brings so much pain until non-existence takes away all anyway and I suffer simply from existing. It's suffering only eternal dreamless sleep could ever take away for me, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence I always saw as such a cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering in this torturous painful existence, all I wish for is to be gone, I just want to be free from it all, I just want to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence could ever be positive for me.
It really is all I see as positive and desirable and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake that I never would had chosen and I just suffer so much as a result of the burden of existence, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never wake again.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence that just caused me to suffer, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful that I never would had chosen, all I want is for non-existence to solve everything for me and finally bring me peace and I just suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence, it's just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and finally bring me some peace and I really will just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I never would had chosen and would just never wish for no matter what, all I want is to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to not exist.
No matter what all I could hope for is to not exist, all I want is to never suffer ever again but of course I continue to be burdened with this existence I never would had chosen suffering so unnecessarily.

I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence, it's all so cruel to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just want some peace.

I'll only be at peace in non-existence where finally all is gone and forgotten and nothing in this deeply undesirable existence can concern me and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in existing, for me the peace of non-existence really is all that's desirable. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence I never would had chosen and would never wish for, all I hope for is to never wake ever again, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this cruel, futile existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes pain.
It truly does just cause pain with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence, all I want is to never suffer again but of course all the suffering just continues and as long as I exist I'll only hope for peace from this painful, cruel existence.

I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, all I want is for all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, I wish for no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, it's all so terrible and painful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace. I wish to never suffer ever again and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this painful existence, I wish to erase my existence, I just want all to be forgotten for me with no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to be gone, I'll only be at peace in non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so harmful.
It really is so harmful and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and futile existence more than anything, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering continues and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

It's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this harmful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and there's just so much cruelty in existing, all that existence does is cause harm and torture existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and it's all so dreadful to me, I just wish I never existed more than anything, I find it the most cruel terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again and there's just so much suffering in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never exist again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never wake again, I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all cruelty, pain and suffering where this existence I just always saw as a mistake is finally all forgotten.

I wish I could erase this existence so it's like I never suffered as all I want is to not exist, only non existence can solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful and torturous that I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish to exist rather all I hope for is to not exist.

I just want to never exist ever again and it feels like I've suffered for so long, I just want all to be gone for me in non-existence, all I see as desirable is the peace of an eternal sleep where finally nothing can concern me and finally I can be at peace, I just want to never exist again, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, dreadful existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

In this existence where there's all this suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured only non-existence can bring me peace, all I hope for is the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten and there is no more suffering.

I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's all so cruel to me and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this cruelty, harm and suffering as a result and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist. Only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence that causes and brings all this suffering there was never a need for with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this suffering, for me non-existence really is all that's positive and is all I see as desirable, I just want to never suffer again and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death.
It truly is enough to make me wish for death and I suffer simply from being burdened with this cruel, torturous deeply undesirable existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I hope for.

I just want to never exist ever again but of course I continue to suffer so unnecessarily and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's just all so cruel, painful and dreadful to me and my wish to cease existing is a response to existence itself and I'll always and only wish to be gone no matter what, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, I really would just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily and there's just so much suffering in existing, as long as I exist I really will just hope for the peace of an eternal sleep where finally all is forgotten and I can be at peace from this existence that only ever caused and brought so much suffering, I just want to never wake again, I'd never wish for this cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all that's desirable to me.
It truly is all that's desirable to me and is all I could hope for in this dreadful, torturous existence where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and painful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace.

I just want to never exist ever again with all finally forgotten for me but of course all the suffering of this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence just continues and I suffer simply from existing.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and is all I'll wish for in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel and terrible and I just wish I never existed more than anything, only non-existence can bring me any relief from this dreadful existence of unnecessary suffering and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer again. I just want some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, to me existence truly is an abomination and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to never exist again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for eternal sleep.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is eternal sleep, I just wish for peace from all the pain, suffering and cruelty of this dreadful, torturous existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to not exist.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so futile and undesirable that I always saw as a mistake, I just want to never wake ever again but of course I continue to suffer in this existence I never would had chosen, it's all just so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace from the suffering I search for.

I just suffer so much as a result of this cruel, futile existence, I wish I could just choose to never suffer again, all I wish for is no more suffering and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all just so cruel and dreadful and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me, all I hope for is an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten and I can be at peace with no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful existence where I suffer so unnecessarily just waiting to be gone, I just want to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering just continues.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just an abomination.
No matter what I really will always see it as an abomination to exist and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence more than anything, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering only non-existence can bring me peace.

All I want is to never suffer ever again, I just wish for some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm finally free from the abomination of existence I never would had chosen and never would had wished for and there's just so much suffering and cruelty in this torturous existence, I just wish I ever existed more than anything.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I always saw as such a cruel mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so painful and torturous and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake ever again, I just wish for the peace of non-existence where there's no more pain and no more suffering and all is finally gone and forgotten. I'll always see existing as only suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of the deeply undesirable abomination of existence I never would had chosen and never would had wished for and there's just so much suffering in existing, I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer so unnecessarily and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is some peace and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is just all I see as desirable.
It really is all I see as desirable, all I wish and hope for is peace from the cruelty and suffering of this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so cruel and painful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to cease existing, I just want for all to be gone for me, all that existence does is just cause unnecessary suffering, pain and problems there were never a need for and it's all just so terrible.

I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want non-existence to solve everything for me, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, I just want to never exist again, for me non-existence really is just the only peace from suffering and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I always saw as a mistake. For me non-existence is just the only relief, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I never would had wished for, I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful, futile existence more than anything, I'd never wish to exist no matter what rather I just want to never exist ever again, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wish for peace.
No matter what all I could ever wish for is peace from suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence.

All I want is to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's all so terrible and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is true permanent peace.

I just want to never wake ever again with no more cruelty and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I never would had chosen, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable.

I just want to never exist again but of course all the suffering just continues and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in this dreadful existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to be free from it all and never exist again but of course all I'm still burdened with this existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I hope for is dreamless eternal sleep, I just want to never wake again with no more pain, no more cruelty and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, futile existence I never would had wished for and never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence where there's all this suffering and cruelty only non-existence can bring me any peace, all I see as desirable is never suffering ever again.

I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep where this existence I always saw as a mistake is finally all gone and forgotten and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so dreadful and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, as long as I exist I really will always have so much dread for what lies ahead.

I just want to never suffer again, all I wish for is to cease existing, I just wish to never suffer ever again and I just suffer so much from being burdened with this existence, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, I just wish for an eternal sleep where all is gone and forgotten and finally I can be at peace, I'd just never wish for this dreadful, cruel existence rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me relief from this existence where I suffer so unnecessarily just hoping and waiting to be gone and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just wish I never existed.
More than anything I just wish I never suffered in this torturous existence and I never should have, as long as I exist I really will just hope for the peace of non-existence where finally all is forgotten and I cannot suffer and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing.

The fact that this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this harm and suffering really is the most terrible tragedy and as long as I exist I'll only hope for peace from all suffering, I just want to never exist again but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of this dreadful existence I never would had chosen, I just want to never exist ever again but more than anything I just wish I never suffered, I truly never should had suffered at all in this existence I always saw as a mistake that just causes and brings so much harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for eternal sleep.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is eternal sleep, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again so I can finally escape from suffering in this torturous existence I never would had chosen and would never wish for.

All I want is to never wake again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace from this futile, cruel existence I search for and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be gone.
No matter what all I could hope and wish for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer ever again with this deeply undesirable torturous existence all forgotten about and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all just so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never exist again with this cruel, torturous existence finally all gone and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible and more than anything I wish I was never burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only relief, only in non-existence will I be at peace from all cruelty and suffering but of course all the suffering just continues, it's all so terrible to me and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered and I just never should had suffered in this existence I always saw as the most cruel, harmful mistake, for me the only relief could ever lie in dreamless, eternal sleep where finally I can be at peace and to be permanently at peace from all suffering is all I hope for. I just want to be gone, I just want to never exist again with all finally forgotten about and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's just all so terrible and dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to never wake, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so terrible to exist.
No matter what I'll just always find it so terrible to exist and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous, dreadful and futile existence more than anything. For me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to never exist again, I just wish for no more suffering.

I just wish for this terrible existence I always saw as a mistake to be all gone and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never exist again with this cruel, torturous existence all gone and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's all so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything. I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm, cruelty and suffering as a result, all I want is to be free from it all, I just want to be free from this terrible, torturous existence, for me only non-existence could ever be positive, I wish for no more suffering.