Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from this torturous existence.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is peace from this torturous existence, I just want to never suffer again but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues.

It's all so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want all to be forgotten in the peace of non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer.

There is no suffering in an eternal sleep where finally all is forgotten and nothing in this dreadful, unnecessary and undesirable existence can concern me, all I want is to never suffer again and I'll always find it so torturous, painful and dreadful to exist and I suffer simply from existing. It's just all so dreadful to me and I suffer so much as a result of this futile existence, it's all so cruel and there's just so much cruelty in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I just always saw as causing nothing but harm, I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this futile existence I never would had chosen and never would wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from existing.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful existence and it's all so cruel to me, more than anything I just wish I never suffered, I never should had suffered in this existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake causing all this cruelty, harm and suffering as a result and as long as I exist I'll only wish to never suffer again.


Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible tragic mistake of existence and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence destined to decay and die anyway, it's just all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm n longer burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful, futile existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want to never wake ever again but of course I continue to be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily, it's just all so painful to me and I suffer so much from being burdened with this painful existence and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I'd just never wish to be burdened with this dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it a burden to exist.
No matter what I'll always find it a burden to exist and it's a burden that just causes endless amounts of cruelty, harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than be conscious of this existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much pain in existing, I'd just never wish to be burdened with this existence rather all I want is to never wake ever again, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this dreadful, cruel existence of unnecessary suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway, it's all just so terrible and I wish I never had to suffer, I just never should had suffered at all in this existence I always saw as the most cruel, dreadful mistake causing all this harm and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible to me and I'd never wish to suffer so unnecessarily rather all I want is to never wake ever again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this cruel, futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist means to suffer.
No matter what I'll always see existing as only suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous, cruel existence, I suffer simply from existing.

I just wish I never suffered in this terrible, dreadful existence more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for but of course all the suffering just continues and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me any peace from this existence I just always saw as a mistake but or course all the cruelty and suffering just continues with me just hoping and waiting to be gone and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, it's just futile unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel and terrible to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm, cruelty and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always be waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting for death and I suffer from waiting to die in this existence I always saw as a mistake, to me existing is just so futile, dreadful and torturous and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is to never wake.

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence where I suffer so unnecessarily and I suffer so much from waiting for death, all I want is to be unconscious for all eternity with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just only be at peace from all the suffering in eternal sleep where finally nothing in this futile, dreadful existence can concern me, all I want is peace from the pain and suffering, I just want to never wake.

I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me with no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this dreadful existence I never would had chosen and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's all so dreadful to me, I just want to sleep permanently and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never suffering ever again as all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this torturous, futile existence I just always saw as a mistake causing all this suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of existing.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I really will just hope to never exist again.

I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence with me no longer burdened with this existence and I'll just always find it the most terrible burden to exist. It's one only non-existence can bring me relief from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in existing.

It's all just so dreadful and I wish I never suffered in this cruel existence I always saw as a mistake more than anything, to me existence really is an abomination and it's one that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway. I just wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so dreadful and painful to me and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in existing, it's just all so terrible and painful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist ever again, I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an abomination to me.
No matter what I really will always see it as an abomination to be conscious burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me as after all there are no disadvantages to being gone, all I want is to be at peace from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel to me.

I'd never wish for any of this suffering, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from this terrible, torturous existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's just all so cruel and there's so much cruelty in this painful, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake, I always hope and wish to erase this existence, all I want is peace from this abomination. I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity with no more cruelty and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's just all so cruel, dreadful and painful to me and I suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this harm as a result, I really would just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence where this cruel, futile existence is finally all gone and forgotten with no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an unnecessary harm to me.
It really is always an unnecessary harm to me and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous, dreadful and harmful existence more than anything, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues, it's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again.

I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all suffering where this existence I just always saw as a mistake is finally all gone and forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel to me and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this harmful existence destined to decay and die anyway.

It's just all so terrible and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is non-existence, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this futile existence and I'll just always and only see existing as only suffering, it's just all so cruel, terrible and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, I'd just never wish for this futile, harmful and torturous existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious.
I really will just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious with this dreadful, futile existence all gone and forgotten and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what, I just wish for peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence.

I'll always see it as so terrible and dreadful to be conscious in this existence suffering so unnecessarily and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake again, I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this existence, it's just all so painful to me and there's just so much pain in this existence I never would had chosen.

I just suffer as a result of existing and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, I just want some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm finally free from this dreadful, cruel existence of pain and suffering and I'll just always find it so painful to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence just waiting for death and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, it's all so terrible, dreadful and cruel and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again and I suffer so much as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is so cruel to me.
It really is so cruel to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, painful and dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake, it's just so cruel and terrible to me how there's all this suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just wish I never suffered.

It's all so cruel to me and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief and is just all I see aa desirable, all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just wish for peace from the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing and it just feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as such a harmful, dreadful mistake causing and bringing all this suffering as a result and I suffer simply from being conscious, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist. Only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so torturous where I just hope and wait to be gone and I'll just always see existing as waiting to die, it's all so terrible and I just want to never suffer ever again, I just wish for permanent peace from the pain and suffering of this dreadful existence I never would had chosen and would never wish for, all I want is to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope for peace
All I want is some peace and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this cruel, torturous and futile existence, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again to finally escape from this cruel, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, I really would just never wish for any of this and I wish I never suffered in this torturous existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, it's all that can bring me peace, I just wish for no more suffering, all I want is to never exist again but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of this cruel, futile existence, it's all so terrible.

 

[FuneralCry]

It feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this dreadful existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, it's all just so cruel and painful and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is some peace.

I just want all to be gone for me in non-existence and I suffer so much as a result of the burden of existence, it's all so dreadful and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is to never wake, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me any relief from this torturous, undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake. I just want to never exist again, only non-existence can bring me any relief from this existence where it feels like I've suffered so much but of course all the suffering just continues, it's all so dreadful, cruel and painful and I'd never wish to exist no matter what rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty in existing and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence I always saw as a mistake, it's all so dreadful and terrible and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, futile existence rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace and relief I search for from this existence I always saw as the most dreadful, terrible and harmful mistake and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence.


It's all so cruel to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the relief from this dreadful, cruel existence I search for but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's just all so dreadful and painful and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is to never wake again.

For me non-existence really is just the only peace, all I wish for is no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I just never would had chosen and would just never wish for, I just wish to be free from all the suffering, all I want is to never exist ever again, only non-existence can solve everything for me and is all I see as desirable in this cruel, dreadful and futile existence I just never would had chosen no matter what, all I want is no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd just never wish to exist.
I truly would never wish to exist, I'd just never wish for this torturous, dreadful and cruel existence of futile unnecessary suffering where I just hope and wait to be gone and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake.

I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the peace from this dreadful, futile existence I search for but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so terrible, for me non-existence really is just the only relief in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all just so cruel to me and I'd never wish for the pain, suffering and torture of existing rather all I want is to never wake ever again, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence and there's just so much suffering in existing and I'll always find it so dreadful and terrible to suffer in this existence waiting to die anyway, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this torturous existence and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this cruel existence just waiting to not exist anyway, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this terrible, dreadful existence, all I want is to never exist again, I just hope for peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so terrible to me.
It truly is so terrible to me and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this terrible, dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake, I'll always see existence as an abomination and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from.

All I want is peace from this cruel existence and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's all just so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to cease existing, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this existence I never would had chosen.

I just wish for no more suffering and for me only non-existence is positive, I just want to be free from all the suffering in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in existing, I find it the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so dreadful and terrible to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There really is so much cruelty in existing and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence I always saw as such a terrible mistake, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this.

Only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, it'll just always be so terrible to me how there's all this cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll always find it so torturous to be burdened with this cruel, futile existence. All I want is to never suffer ever again and I suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence, I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to be gone, I just wish for this cruel, terrible existence to be all forgotten with no more suffering and I'll always see this cruel, painful existence where there is no limit as to how unbearable it can get as only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer in this terrible, futile existence that just causes harm and suffering ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this torturous existence.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered in this existence I always saw as a mistake more than anything.

For me non-existence really is the only peace and relief and is all I see as desirable in this existence I always saw as a mistake where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured just to decay and die anyway, it's just all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake ever again.

I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I suffer simply from being burdened with this dreadful, futile existence just waiting to die anyway and it's all just so dreadful and painful to me, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief from. I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'd never wish to suffer in this torturous existence and there's just so much suffering in this cruel existence, all I wish for is to never wake ever again and I'll only be at peace from suffering in non-existence where all is finally gone and I can rest with no more cruelty and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this dreadful, futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

All that existence does is just cause suffering.
It truly does just cause suffering there was never a need for and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel, terrible and painful to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never exist again.

All I wish for is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace from suffering I search for but of course I continue to be burdened with this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for this cruel, futile existence rather all I want is to not exist.

Only non-existence can bring me any peace and as long as I exist I'll only wish and hope for the peace of non-existence where all is finally gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist. I wish for this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake to be forgotten for me with no more suffering and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's just all so cruel and I suffer simply from existing, I wish I could just choose to never suffer ever again, I'll just only be at peace in eternal dreamless sleep where this dreadful existence is finally all gone and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in this torturous existence I'd just never wish for, I wish for all to be gone for me.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Only hope for peace

May peace be with you

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is all I hope for.
It truly is all I'll hope for and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the suffering, torture, cruelty of existing but of course all the suffering continues and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.

I'll just always see it as the most cruel, futile and dreadful burden to exist, it's a burden only non-existence could ever take away for me, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible existence I always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence, it's just all so dreadful and painful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity with no more cruelty and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's just all so cruel to me and I'd never wish to suffer so unnecessarily rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me, I just wish for no more suffering and I'm just always so tired of being burdened with this torturous existence of futile suffering I just never would had chosen, I just want to never exist again with no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

There's just so much suffering and cruelty in existing.
There really is just so much suffering and cruelty in existing and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for but of course all the suffering in this dreadful, cruel existence just continues, it's all so terrible and I wish I never existed more than anything, as long as I exist I really will just hope for an eternal sleep free from all pain, cruelty and suffering where this dreadful existence I never would had chosen is finally all forgotten and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so dreadful to me and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this futile, dreadful and painful existence rather all I want is to never exist ever again.

I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous, dreadful existence I just always saw as such a cruel mistake causing and bringing all this suffering as a result, it's just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence, I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's all so terrible and torturous and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, I really would never wish for any of this pain and I'll always find it so painful to suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to never exist ever again, I just wish for peace from the mistake of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering to me.
It really will always be only suffering to me and I suffer simply from being conscious in this cruel, dreadful existence, it's all so terrible to me and I wish I never had to suffer more than anything.

I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain, cruelty and suffering where this existence I always saw as a mistake is finally all forgotten and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, painful existence and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all l want is to never wake again but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.

All I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me any peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to never exist ever again, I wish for peace from all cruelty, pain and suffering and non-existence is just the only peace for me, all I want is to never exist ever again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this existence, to me existence really is an abomination that just causes and brings endless amounts of unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is always so dreadful to me.
No matter what I'll always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, in this cruel existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured only non-existence can bring me any peace.

I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in this existence, it's just all so cruel and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief from this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake no matter what and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this cruel existence, it's all so terrible to me and I always wish for no more suffering.

I just want all to be gone for me in the peace of non-existence and I suffer simply from existing, I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence rather all I want is to never wake ever again, I'm just always so tired of being burdened with this existence I always saw as such a terrible mistake, for me existence really is the problem and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to me existence truly is the most torturous, cruel abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an abomination to me.
It really is always an abomination to me and I'd never wish to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence no matter what rather all I want is to not exist.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from this existence I just always saw as a mistake but of course the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, I really would never wish for the futile, abomination of existence rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer again.

I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's just so dreadful and painful and I wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only peace.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, painful existence rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me peace from the terrible tragedy of existence and it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long, it's all so cruel to me and I always wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence, I find it such a terrible dreadful abomination to exist and I'd never wish for any of this, I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as the most cruel, terrible and dreadful mistake.