Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There really is so much suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and it's just all so terrible to me, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.


I just want to never suffer ever again, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the dreadful, cruel burden of existence but of course all the suffering jus continues and there's just so much suffering in this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic harmful mistake and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and is all I hope for.

I just want to never exist again, I wish for no more suffering and there's just so much suffering in this existence I never would had chosen and would just never wish for, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief from suffering and I suffer so much as result of existing, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, only in non-existence will I be at peace and safe from all suffering and it just feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for. I wish I never suffered in this terrible, dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake more than anything, I just want to never wake again and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is only suffering to me.
It really is only suffering to me and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to never suffer ever again.

I just wish for peace from all the cruelty and suffering in this existence I always saw as a mistake and to me existence really is the problem, I suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this existence and it's all so terrible and cruel to me.

I wish I never suffered more than anything but of course all the suffering of this dreadful existence just continues, I really would never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace from all cruelty and suffering I search for but of course all the suffering just continues.

I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all just so painful to me and I wish I never had to exist, I'll just always see it as the most torturous and terrible burden to exist and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I just wish to never wake ever again, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace in dreamless eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten with no more cruelty and no more suffering, I just want to never exist ever again, I just wish for all to be gone for me and I suffer so much as a result of this futile, torturous existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer in this existence and I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence more than anything, as long as I exist I really will just hope for an eternal sleep free from all pain, suffering and cruelty but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so terrible to me.

I just wish I never existed more than anything, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself but of course all the suffering continues and it's just all so dreadful to me, all I want is for non-existence to bring me peace, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence but of course I'm still trapped in this existence I always saw as such a terrible mistake and I suffer simply from existing. It's just all so cruel and painful to me and I'll always find it so painful to be conscious in this existence with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just wish to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered, I wish for no more pain, no more cruelty and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as a mistake, I just want to never exist again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in dreamless, eternal sleep.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is all I could wish for.
It truly is all I could wish for in this existence so dreadful and torturous I always saw as a mistake and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence that to me is a terrible, tragic mistake but of course all the cruelty and suffering continues and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible to me and there's just so much pain in existing.

All I hope for is no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, futile existence, I wish I could just erase this existence so it's like I never suffered as all I want is some peace.

I just want to never exist ever again with all gone and forgotten for me but of course I continue to be burdened with this existence and I'll just always see it such a dreadful, torturous burden to exist, it's one only non-existence could ever take away for me, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I never would had chosen that just caused and brought so much harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

As long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone.
I truly will just wish and hope to be gone as long as I exist, all I wish is to be permanently free from all the pain, cruelty and suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer so much as a result of this existence.

It's all so cruel to me and I just wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me.

It feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, to me existence will always be an abomination that just brings and causes so much cruelty, harm and suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable.

I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, I only see non-existence as positive, I'd just never wish for this cruel existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer so much as a result of this dreadful existence, all I could ever hope for is to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.