Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me always feels like a mistake.
It truly does always feel like a mistake to me and it's one that just causes all this harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway, I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer all for the sake of it burdened with this existence and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, in this existence so cruel and torturous the only relief for me could lie in never suffering ever again. I just want all to be forgotten for me but of course the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues and it's all so terrible to me, more than anything I just wish I was never forced to suffer, I just never should had been burdened with this existence I always saw as the most terrible cruel mistake and to me existing really is only suffering.

I suffer just from being conscious and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to not exist, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist no matter what and in this existence where there's all this suffering the only peace for me could lie in non-existence, existence to me really is the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and all I wish for is to never suffer suffer ever again, existence really will always feel like a mistake to me and it's one so cruel that just causes and brings all this harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway, only eternal sleep could ever bring me the relief and peace I search for from this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence and it's tiredness only eternal non-existence could ever take away for me, I just want to fall asleep permanently and never suffer ever again but of course the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, it really is all so dreadful and terrible to me.

As long as I exist I'll only wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all pain and suffering where finally nothing can concern me, I'd just never wish for the suffering of this cruel, torturous existence rather all I wish for is to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more suffering rather all I want is to fall asleep permanently and finally forget about this existence I never would had chosen that I always saw as just causing so much suffering and harm and I personally suffer simply from existing. It's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I personally always saw as the most terrible mistake just hoping and wishing to be gone and I'll always see existing as just being waiting for death no matter what and I suffer just from existing. It's suffering only eternal dreamless sleep could ever take away for me and bring me peace from, I just want all to be gone for me, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always find it so torturous to exist, for me non-existence really is all that's positive, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from the cruelty and suffering of this futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty and suffering in existing.
There really is so much cruelty and suffering in existing and it really is just all so dreadful and terrible to me, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is to not exist, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake.

I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the cruelty of existing where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just dreadful unnecessary cruelty and suffering and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I just never would had wished for and I'll just always see existing as being only suffering. I personally suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just want all to finally be forgotten about but of course the suffering just continues with me just hoping and wishing to be gone, non-existence really is the only peace and relief for me in this existence where I suffer and I just find it so terrible and dreadful how I was forced to suffer and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I hope for is non-existence. I really will only be at peace in dreamless eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering the only relief for me could lie in never existing ever again.

 

[Pale_Rider]

Humans like to think they are something special, but I see otherwise.

 

[FuneralCry]

It feels like I've suffered for so long.
It really does feel like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just never would had chosen and I'd just never wish for the cruelty and suffering of existing rather all I want is to never exist ever again, I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten for me, I'll just always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any peace from.

All I wish for is an dreamless eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where this existence is finally no longer my problem and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist ever again, I just want this existence of cruelty and suffering to finally be all gone but of course the suffering just continues as after all I'm so cruelly denied the option of a death like never waking ever again and as long as I exist I'll only hope for no more pain and no more suffering. I just want all to be gone for me and I'm always so tired of being burdened with this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering that I just never would had wished for and never would had chosen. I always see it as the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was even imposed at all, I just wish I was never forced to suffer more than anything and nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather I only hope and wish to not exist, I just wish I never was burdened with this existence and it always feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just never would had wished for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wish I never suffered.
I always wish I never suffered, I wish I was never burdened with this existence of suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it, existence to me really is an unnecessary harm, I see existence as the most terrible torturous imposition that just causes existing beings to suffer until non-existence takes away all anyway and if I never existed it'd saved me from all this suffering in this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting for death anyway. I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, it's just pain, problems and suffering there was never a need for and I just wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence, I never should had been forced to suffer at all and if I never existed it'd save me from so much suffering and to be permanently unable to suffer is all I hope for and is all I see as desirable.

I'm just always so tired of being burdened with this torturous, painful existence and what is so terrible to me is how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again even know I never chose any of this and never would do, existence to me really is the problem and I'll just always see existence as the most terrible tragic mistake that just leads to decay and death anyway. Existence to me really is always an imposition and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I really never should had been forced to suffer in this cruel, futile existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, to me existence really is just an unnecessary harm that just causes and brings so much suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain and cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much pain and cruelty in existing and I'd just never wish for this torturous, painful existence rather all I hope for is an eternal sleep where this existence of suffering all for the sake of it is finally all forgotten, I'll personally always see it as an terrible abomination to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents destined to decay and die anyway and more than anything I just wish I was never forced to suffer. I just never should had suffered in this existence no matter what and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, I suffer simply from existing and what is so terrible to me is how there is no limit as to how unbearable the pain and cruelty of existing can get.

I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this deeply undesirable existence I just never would had chosen and more than anything I just wish I was never burdened with this existence where there's all this pain and cruelty until non-existence takes away all anyway. I'll just always find it so painful to exist, it's pain only permanent non-existence can ever bring me peace and relief from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where finally all is gone and this existence is finally no longer my problem, I just wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering rather all I hope for is to never exist ever again where I'm finally free from this existence of only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is always so dreadful to me.
No matter what I really will always see it as so dreadful and terrible to suffer in this existence and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be permanently free from it all, I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep where this dreadful existence is all forgotten about and finally nothing can concern me with no more pain and no more suffering.

I'll just always find it so dreadful to be burdened with this existence just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist can solve and take away for me, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace I search for from the cruelty and suffering of this torturous existence and is all I'll hope and wish for, I just have so much dread for what lies ahead and I'll always find it so dreadful to exist suffering all for the sake of it and to me existing really is only suffering. I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence where I'm just waiting to die anyway and I'll always see existence as just waiting for death, existence truly does just cause pain, problems and suffering there was never a need for and it's all just so dreadful to me, more than anything I wish I never suffered and I just never should had been forced to suffer at all, I just want to fall asleep permanently and never suffer ever again but of course the suffering of existing just continues and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence I just never would had wished for and never would had chose.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm.
It truly does just cause so much harm until all is gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, harmful existence I just never would had chosen that only ever brought so much pain, I just see it as so harmful to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents destined to decay and die anyway and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing.

It truly is all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence where there is no more pain and I'm finally unable to suffer and I'll always see existing as being only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I personally suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable and is all that can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this existence I just never would had chosen and I'd never wish to suffer at all rather all I hope for is non-existence. For me the only relief could lie in an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and finally I can be at peace from this harmful existence I always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing and no matter what I'd prefer to not exist than suffer, I suffer simply from existing and I'd just never wish for this harmful existence that just torments existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway, it's always so dreadful and terrible to me how there's all this suffering all for the sake of it in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just creates problems there were never a need for.
It truly does which is just so terrible and dreadful to me, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather I only hope for the peace of an eternal nothingness where all is finally gone and for me existence itself really is the true problem, I suffer as a result of existing and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where finally nothing can concern me and in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering permanent non-existence really is all I could hope for.

I'll just always see it as so deeply undesirable to be conscious suffering in this existence and it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me peace from, I'll always find it a burden to exist and it's a burden that only ever brought pain and caused me to suffer and I'll always see existing as being only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel. I just wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, the fact that this existence was imposed is the most terrible tragedy to me and I personally suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence could ever bring me any relief from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer. Non-existence would solve everything for me in this cruel existence where I'm just hoping and waiting for death anyway and it's so terrible and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering and cruelty in existing, this existence really never should had been imposed and I'd just never wish for this existence of suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me is always just waiting to die.
No matter what I'll always just see existing as waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for and more than anything I just wish I was never forced to suffer in this existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake, there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again even know it all just leads to decay and death anyway.

I'll just always see existing as waiting to die, it's just suffering there was never a need for and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I hope for is non-existence, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this torturous existence I always saw as so deeply undesirable and I'd just never wish for any of this suffering, I'd personally always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway and I'll always see existing as just being unnecessary suffering that there was never a need for at all. As long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to sleep permanently, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily and it's suffering only eternal non-existence could ever bring me any relief from, I just want all to finally be forgotten for me with no more pain, no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so deeply undesirable to exist.
No matter what I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing and I'll always see existing as only being suffering, I personally suffer simply from being conscious in this existence I always saw as such a terrible mistake and more than anything I just wish I was never forced to suffer. I just never should had been burdened with this existence of cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it that I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, for me only non-existence could ever be a desirable state as after all, only in non-existence am I unable to suffer.

There is no suffering in the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten about and to sleep for all eternity truly is all I hope for, I just want this deeply undesirable existence to finally be forgotten for me with no more pain and no more suffering and it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for and more than anything I just wish I never suffered in this torturous, unnecessary existence, I see nothing desirable about existing rather I always see it as a burden to exist and it's a burden so cruel and futile that just causes harm and suffering until the peace of non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable and is all I could ever wish and hope for, I'm just always so tired of it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope for no more suffering.
No matter what all I could ever wish and hope for is no more pain and no more suffering, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course the cruelty and suffering of this torturous existence just continues and it's all so dreadful and terrible to me, I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where finally all is gone and nothing can concern me and for this cruel, torturous existence to be no longer my problem is all I see as desirable and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just choose to never suffer ever again as all I wish is for this existence to be all gone and forgotten for me.

I wish for no more suffering rather all I hope is to sleep for all eternity, only dreamless eternal sleep could ever bring me peace from the cruelty and torture of this futile existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for and more than anything I just wish I never suffered, to suffer in this existence really is all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to never suffer ever again. Only non-existence could ever bring me the relief from suffering I search for, I really would never wish for any of this, I'm always just so tired of suffering so unnecessarily in this existence that I personally always saw as the most terrible mistake and to me existing really is only suffering, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only eternal non-existence could ever take away for me, all I want is some peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to sleep permanently.
No matter what all I could ever hope and wish for is dreamless eternal sleep, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me with no more suffering but of course all the suffering of this cruel, torturous existence just continues, it really is so dreadful to me and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to never wake ever again. For me non-existence really is the only peace in this existence so cruel and futile that I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for and more than anything I just wish I was never burdened with this torturous existence and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, for me non-existence really is the only relief from suffering in this cruel existence where I'm just hoping and waiting for death anyway.

I always feel so tired and it's tiredness only non-existence could ever take away for me, I just hope for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering and I'll just always see existing as being only suffering, I personally suffer simply from being conscious in this existence and it's suffering only eternal sleep could ever take away for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer. I'll always see existing as only being suffering no matter what, I just want all to finally be forgotten for me, I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence and I'll just always see it as a burden to exist, it's a burden that just caused pain and brought suffering and I always suffer simply from existing, I just want to forget about it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only ever wishing to cease existing.
No matter what I really could only ever wish to cease existing, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I want all to be gone and forgotten for me, only eternal dreamless sleep could ever bring me the relief I search for from this torturous and futile existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway and I'd just never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to never exist ever again.

I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll just always see it as so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence could ever solve and take away for me, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering in this torturous and painful existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable and is the only peace from this existence I personally always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing no matter what rather all I hope for is non-existence. I'd just never wish for this cruel, futile existence that just causes all this suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can suffer and the suffering of existing really is endless, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is peace from the suffering, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where finally all is gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence was never a desirable state to me.
It really was never a desirable state to me and I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten with no more pain and no more suffering. For me non-existence really is all that's desirable and more than anything I just wish I was never burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for, I really will always just see it as so dreadful to exist, existence to me really is something that just causes harm and suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is non-existence.

Only non-existence could ever bring me the peace I search for from this existence where I'm just waiting to not exist and I'd never wish for any of this no matter what rather all I hope for is non-existence, only non-existence can bring me the relief from suffering I search for in this existence I just never would had chosen that I personally always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing. I just wish I was never forced to suffer in this deeply undesirable existence I just never would had wished for and for me existing really is only suffering, it's so terrible and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering and cruelty in existing and I'd just never wish to suffer at all, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me.
I really will always see it as so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I'll always see existing as only being suffering, I suffer simply from being burdened with this cruel, torturous existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for and more than anything I just wish I was never forced to suffer. I wish I was never burdened with this existence of cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway and as long as I exist I really will just hope for am eternal sleep where all is finally gone, I just have so much dread for what lies ahead and I always see it as something so terrible to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents.

I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather all I hope for is non-existence where all is finally forgotten as I just wish for no more suffering, I truly will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only eternal dreamless sleep could ever take away for me and bring me peace from as after all, If I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in eternal dreamless sleep where nothing cam concern me and finally I can be at peace. All I hope and wish for is to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering of existing just continues and I always suffer so much from how peaceful death is so cruelly and harmfully denied for me with suffering seen as to force and prolong instead.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is so much suffering in existing and it's all so dreadful and terrible to me, I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel and torturous existence rather I only hope to sleep permanently, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence. I really will always see existence as an abomination that just causes suffering and harm until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it in this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, I really will only hope and wish for non-existence as long I exist as after all only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer and there's just so much pain in existing.

I'll always find it so painful to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I always suffer so much from how peaceful death is so cruelly denied for me with the suffering and torture of human existence seen as to force and prolong and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist. To me existing really is just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how unbearable it can all get and the suffering of existing is endless, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I only hope for the peace of dreamless, eternal sleep, I just want to never wake ever again and only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for from the suffering of this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to cease existing anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot just choose to never wake ever again.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot just choose to never wake ever again as all I hope and wish for is a dreamless, eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where all is finally gone and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, to me existing really is only suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this torturous and futile existence I just never would had wished for and never would had chosen.

For me non-existence really is the only peace and relief in this existence where I suffer so much all for the sake of it and I'll always see existing as just being suffering, it's suffering so unnecessary and the fact that this existence was even imposed truly is always so tragic to me, I wish I was never burdened with this existence and I just never should had been forced to suffer but of course the suffering of existing just continues with me just wishing to be gone, for me the only peace could really only ever lie in eternal sleep. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer ever again, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence and for me existence itself will always be the true problem, it's just something that causes all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it and I really will always find it so dreadful to exist, for me non-existence really is the only peace and is all I see as desirable, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer.
And that is why to not exist is all I could ever hope for, I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten for me but of course all the suffering of existing just continues and it's all just so dreadful to me, for me the only relief truly could only lie in never suffering ever again where finally nothing can concern me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

For me existing really is just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and the suffering of existing really is endless, it's all just so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I only hope for non-existence, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting for death anyway, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I only want to not exist. In this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering only non-existence could ever be desirable and positive for me, I'm just always so tired of it all and more than anything I just wish I was never burdened with this existence, I just never should had been forced to suffer and I always suffer so much as a result of existing. I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake ever again, I just want to fall asleep for all eternity with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only being suffering, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only ceasing to exist can take away for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of being burdened with this existence.
I truly am always so tired of being burdened with this existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing no matter what rather all I hope for is the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where finally I can be at peace with all finally gone, I'll just always see existence as the most torturous burden that only ever causes suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and for me non-existence really is all that's desirable, it's all I could ever wish for.

I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake and I'll just always see existing as only being suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from and take away for me as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten about and I'd just always prefer to forget about this existence of cruelty and unnecessary suffering I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for. For me existence itself really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me and bring me peace from, I just wish I was never burdened with this existence, I wish I never had to suffer at all and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's all so terrible to me, I wish I could just choose to permanently stop suffering, I only hope and wish to be unconscious for all eternity with no more pain and I'll just always find it so painful to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me really is only suffering.
To me existing really is only suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this cruel, torturous existence, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to never suffer ever again, I just wish for some peace and for me peace could only lie in an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing.

I just want to not exist, only non-existence could ever bring me any relief from the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway, I'll just always see existing as unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it and simply just existing really is enough to make me wish for non-existence, I just wish for no more pain. I just want to never suffer ever again and I really will always see it as so terrible and dreadful to exist no matter what, existence itself to me really is the true problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for some peace, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I see as desirable. I just want all to finally be gone for me, I just wish for some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for, I truly am always so tired of suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I really never should had been forced to exist in this existence that only ever caused me to suffer

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it terrifying how a human can suffer for so long.
I truly do find it so terrifying how a human can suffer for so long in this cruel, torturous existence just to die in agony from old age, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence. Only non-existence could ever bring me the peace I search for from the suffering and cruelty of existing where I'm just hoping and waiting to die anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous, cruel existence.

To me existence truly is an abomination that just causes so much harm and suffering until all is finally gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it, only non-existence can bring me the peace, relief and safety from suffering I search for as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer. There is no suffering in an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I hope for is to not exist, I just wish to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I find it so terrifying how a human can suffer for so long in this torturous existence I just never would had chosen, to me existence itself really is the true problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist is the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me as after all, only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering the peace of non-existence really would solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for, it's just so terrible and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can suffer which why ceasing to exist really is the only relief for me. I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I just want all to finally be forgotten and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this futile, torturous existence I personally always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing.

It's all just so terrible and dreadful to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I just never should had been burdened with this existence but now I suffer and have done for so long all I can wish for is eternal nothingness, I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where finally all is gone and nothing can concern me. I really will always find it so deeply undesirabke to suffer all for the sake of it in this existence and I just wish and hope to be free from it all, only in non-existence will the pain and suffering go away for me which is why it's all I'll hope for, existing to me really is only suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence that I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so undesirable to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather I only hope for non-existence, I just wish for this cruel, torturous existence to be all forgotten and finally no longer my problem but of course all the suffering just continues. It's all so dreadful to me and it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I never would had chosen, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief and is just all I see as desirable, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I just want this deeply undesirable existence to be all gone for me.

I'm always so tired of suffering and it feels like I've suffered for so long, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering only eternal sleep could ever be positive for me and bring me the relief I search for in this existence where I just hope and wait for death and I'd just never wish for any of this suffering rather all I wish for is to sleep, I just want some peace. I just want this deeply undesirable cruel existence to be no longer my problem and for me only non-existnce could ever be desirable, I just wish for no more pain and I'll always find it so painful to suffer all for the sake of it in this existence, I could personally never see any point, benefit and value to suffering in this existence rather all I want is to never exist ever again, I'm always so tired of it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence really is the only peace for me.
It truly is the only peace for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in an eternal dreamless sleep where finally nothing can concern me and this torturous, futile existence is no longer my problem which is all I wish and hope for, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues.

It's all just so dreadful to me and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall into an permanent sleep to finally escape from the suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as only being suffering, I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence I just never would had wished for and never would had chosen, for me existence itself really is the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist could ever take away and solve for me as after all there is no suffering in non-existence and I personally suffer so much as a result of existing. For me eternal sleep truly is all that's positive as I'd just never wish for the burden of existence rather all I want is to peacefully cease existing and forget about it all, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's all just so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace I search for from this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to die anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

So horrific how existence causes all this suffering.
No matter what I'll always find it so horrific how existence causes all this suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'd just never wish for the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing rather all I hope for is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this cruel, futile existence where I'm just hoping and waiting for death anyway and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I wish for is to not exist, for me the only relief could ever lie in eternal sleep where finally all is gone and I'm free from all the suffering, it's just so terrifying to me how there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel in this existence.

To me existence really is an abomination that just causes harm and suffering and more than anything I just wish I was never forced to suffer in this futile, torturous existence, I just never should had suffered at all, I'll always see it as so dreadful to be burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents which is why I only hope for non-existence. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always find it so painful to exist, to me existence really is the problem which is why I'll only wish to not exist no matter what, I wish for all to finally be gone and forgotten for me, I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what and for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this cruel existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wanting all to be gone and forgotten for me.
All I could ever wish is for all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and if it's up to me I'd choose to permanently erase my existence so it's like I never suffered, existence to me really is something that just causes suffering and harm until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just never wish for any o this rather all I want is to not exist, for me only non-existence could ever be positive and desirable and is all that can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for and I'll always see existing as only being suffering.

I personally suffer simply from being conscious in this existence and I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather all I hope for is to not exist, to suffer in this existence truly is always so terrible and dreadful to me and I just wish I never suffered, I'd never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I hope for is to never exist ever again. I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where all is gone and I no longer have to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I just never would had chosen, I'll always see existing as only being suffering and to suffer in this existence really is so dreadful to me, I'm just always so tired of it all and it's tiredness only non-existence can bring me any peace from, I just wish for no more suffering, I just want to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is the most terrible tragedy.
No matter what I'll always see existence as the most terrible tragedy that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and it's all just so dreadful to me, more than anything I just wish I was never burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and to me existence really does just feel like a mistake. It's all so terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence where all is finally gone and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragedy and it's just always so dreadful to me how there's all this cruelty and suffering in existing until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to be burdened with this cruel, harmful existence of suffering all for the sake of it that I just never would had chosen and would never wish for and I'll always see existing as only suffering, existence to me really is the most terrible tragedy that just causes and brings so much pain, harming existing beings until all is gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway and I just wish I never suffered. Nothing would ever make me wish for the cruelty and suffering of existing rather all I want is to never wake ever again, I only hope for an eternal dreamless sleep where finally I can be at peace with this existence finally all gone and no longer my problem, I'll always find it dreadful to suffer in this existence I'd never wish for no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this futile, torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this existence no matter what rather all I hope for is to never wake ever again, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer. There is no suffering in the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten and for me existence truly is the problem, it's the cause of all suffering after all and more than anything I wish I was never burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it that I just never would had chosen.

As long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to fall into an eternal sleep and never suffer ever again but of course the suffering and cruelty of this torturous existence just continues, it's all so dreadful to me and I just wish that more than anything I wish I was never forced to suffer in this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake and I'll personally always see existence as a mistake no matter what. It's one that just causes so much harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'm always so tired of it all, I just want to never exist ever again but of course the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues and I'd never wish to suffer rather I only hope for peace, I just want to never wake ever again, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace from suffering I search for in this existence I never would wish for.